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cannot get to slp AGAIN... having a slplesss nights for the past few daysssssssssss.... last night went to meet a friend of moi that just return to thailand after some business trip... i think she sense something is wrong wif mi(cos she didnt noe i'm an aj)... moi friend: JEFf.. noe u for almost 2 years never seen u wif any gf b4... need mi to into u some gals???? mi: no thx.. i like moi life now... dun wanna get tight down wif R/S.... hehehe.... friend: oh... icic... but i feel u are diff wif other guy. seriously are u a gay??? mi(looks shock): ofcos NOT la... wat make u think that i am a gay??? do i look like one??? or it is writen on moi forehead??? lol.... friend: no la... cos something i see that u are no diff wif some of moi gay friend... mi: hahaha... izzit?? i dun think so.... and so on..... so we chat like for 3 hr,.... and she need to go home cos today she have an imp meeting.... but just b4 she left... SHE ASKED MI again.... HAISSSSSsssssssss so wif a mind of "really goin to bored to HELL" i decided to see the thailand aj CLUB... so i went this disco call "G.O.D"... lol... when i went in... i found out I'M THE ONLY ONE IN THERE.... omg... lol.. but heard from the local that it will be pack on WEEKEND.... kinda like the song played over there... will go there again on this coming weekend... will take some pic and keep ya all update.... lol... hate sleepless NIGHT.... koaz.... i thinnk i shalll stop here.... maybe went for some MORNING temple VISIT.... lol.... take care guys and see ya all soon.... p.s : i hope YOU noe this time i am serious abt it... i really do wish to be wif YOU... but i think the outcome might be the other way round but i dun mind... and i will always behind YOU to support YOU and protect YOU... althou i also dunnoe wat will happen next... maybe i just need to follow the path that god has plan for mi.... I do really hope YOU are the one that will walk thru all this wif mi.... cos i noe NO ONE else CAN other than YOU.... |
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