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wat a day... just reach home nia from work lo... so sian... just reach home not more than 2 min... problem come again... i already very stress abt moi job thing liao... back home still wanna face problem again.... which is found moi grandfather siting on the floor... he FALL again... haisss.. luckly is nth happen... just a few mth ago he fall and brk his hips.... so worry lo... he is almost 90yo and cant take care of himself.. and moi father which is the only one that taking care of him have eyesight problem... and when i see moi grandfather wound is like dry liao lo... mean he has fall for more than 2 hr... and no one saw it... wat if i come back 5:30 pm... mean he is goin to sit at there for the day???? and all moi aunt or uncle dun wanna care abt him... just leave moi ah gong here.. i already give moi room up liao.. and that's wat i can do. i wanted to hired a maid.. but due to moi house is so small... we got no spare room or place for the maid... how can i solve this problem??? i already facing so many problem liao... yet problem dun seem to stop but keep coming lo.... i try moi best to hid all moi feeling and always try to put a smile on moi face.. but one day i sure cant take it de lo... sometime i wanna share wif ppl abt moi problem... but no one is always there for mi... I AM REALLY LOST THIS TIME!!!! i had been praying so hard hope to have a better life as in less problem and smooth in all thing... y is moi prayer not answer??? haisssssssssssss |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 12:36 PM |
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This year is a so called good year for mi... I learn alot of things. i see new ppl and i found out alot of thing also... which make mi kinda sad cos this circle is really scarly and fake.. where ppl will put word which is not true into ur mouth or say thing which is not true... For the past few days alot of things happen... I choose to let go something, moi job/company is facing problem, i had feeling for someone and so on.... and i realise that life is always a game that wif no "game over", "completed" or "KO" Always there will be new stage or char. coming into ur world... where we need to face them wif " dunnoe wat will happen later " - so wat happen this few days; i choose to forget him and carry on wif moi life.. i wanna walk out of his life... it is sad and hard to do so... but i keep telling myself that "I MUST DO SO", cos i already waste most of moi time on him and see alot of thing happen in him... waited 9 mth for him.. and do so much for him... i think i had really done moi best... to some ppl it kinda stupid and "gong", but if u like that person so much, izzit right or wrong u wont even noe... - i realise alot of ppl which is always putting a musk and being plastic... althou they dun really show out... but in this circle is always like that... and i used to "try" not to believe in myself.. for just only one night i seen alot of "thing" like how ppl "bitch", "blame" and back stab me. i am really disappointed... it always get hurt when u wanna be nice and trying to be nice... i seen alot of bitching abt ppl around mi... but i tot that wont happen to mi... but i am wrong... as in when u dun treat ppl thing that they ask for, they will say u are stingy... if u treat ppl too nice, they will take thing for granted... but dun think if u keep ur mouth shut and dun do anything, nothing will happen.... cos also will have ppl that are so "hard working" that will try to get u involve.. - i fall for someone which i had never tot... hope it's just a normal crash and will get over soon... cos he might be another "him" that walk past and leave foot step for mi to follow.... so i will like "guai guai" follow... - i will like to say "they is only a few ppl in the circle which really can be friend and really need to OPEN my eye that BIG so i wont choose the wrong one... - i also wanna thanks all those that help, accompany and listen to moi nagging this few days. ( u noe who u are and i shall not write name ) really a big thanks and hugs for u all.. btw... i really enjoy clubbing wif Darius, Nick and Kelly(althou i dun really noe u... but can see u are an nice person to mix wif).... so when u guys wanna "SIAO" again??? hehehehe but dun drink till ***** again (Darius, u noe wat i mean la)... - that all for moi NAGGING!!! hope to have a surprise soon... so i can NAG again!! lol |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 7:40 AM |
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hey... been a long time since i have blog.. time really past very fast... now is already 2007.... been thru a better year, hope a good best new year for all moi friend and mi.... i had spend alot for 2006... i think i need to spend wisely... now only left wif a 50 dollar in moi bank... hehehe.... say liao also ps... wif such a high pay, yet can only left 50 in moi bank... as for moi love life... moi heart is back to his side again... after so many date... i really think i cant forget him... moi love for him is still that strong, maybe is moi fate to be like that... just really hope one day he could just accept mi.. ermmm just read moi pal blog... kinda feel sad for him... hope he really can get better... pray hard to god... R/S is always like that... will be one side suffer and one side gain,.... there will never two sided thing... hope u will be fine soon.... hahaha... i'm coming back singapore soon... dun dare to go around thailand, cos of the stupid bombin... lol.... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 12:20 AM |
