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wow another day has past.. i feel more better liao.. haha.. from today onward i goin to refresh moi self and look for the future.. hehe tired sia.. slp at 5am and wake up at 10am.. lol.. I NEED MORE SLP!!! HAHAHA.. but cant slp.. lol haha.. sick should go see a doctor lo.. still wanna go to wat training sia.. IF U DUN GET ANY BETTER.. U BETTER GO SEE A DOC AR.. this is an order!! lol.. i pray hard "that u will get well soon and always stay healthy.. virus will not get near u.. lol.. i noe u are strong but strong man also will fall sick one day lo.. better take good care of yourself ar.. looking forward to meet u." wow pay day today!! lol.. I'M BACK!! haha.. i have found moi soul.. had been a souless guy for almost 5 mth.. finally able to find it back.. thx EVERYONE!! esp YOU!! lol u let mi noe there is always someone better... hehe you noe who u are!! lol.. k la.. here i shall end moi GRANDPA story ar.. lol |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 12:50 PM |
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Once again i have lost the war of love.. all moi friend had been telling mi that wat i had done is more than enough.. but i dun listen to them.. cos i believe i can win his heart.. i put in most of moi time worry abt him, care abt him and yet in return i dun gain anything.. AM I REALLY THAT STUPID?? i really love him alot and i really wanna walk wif him till the end.. but i am wrong.. cos of him, i let lots of ppl down esp moi GAN DI DI.. i'm sry.. ( di i should listen to u but i too stubborn to accept wat you saying..) i have regret.. i have change alot cos of him and almost wanna quit moi job so i can stay in singapore to accompany him more and really take good care of him.. but all the while i'm only living in a dream.. I'VE WAKE UP FROM MOI DREAM WIF TEARS FROM MOI EYE.. but seriously i really wanna get an answer from him.. "WHAT U REALLY TREAT MI AS ALL THIS WHILE??" u say that u have never take mi for granted but do u really learn to appreciate wat i have done for u?? u say u got eye to see who really care for u but do u really care abt the person? ERVIN TEO ZHONG WEI, I REALLY LOVE U ALOT!! in moi life u are the only one that hurt mi so much and deep.. i really feel happy wif u at moi side.. but all this has put a FULL STOP.. memory will keep in moi heart forever and i will not be there for u anymore hope u will really take care of yourself.. wish u and that guy all the best!! god bless |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 1:59 PM |
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| haisss... back to thailand for a fews days liao... miss moi bao bei alot lo... i dunnoe wat moi bao bei really think.. but i dun mind. i just wanna give moi bao bei the best.. just call him, but he didnt pick up.. maybe really busy,,, i feel like quitting moi job and go back singapore work.. cos i hope to spend more time wif him lo... wat should i do.. i have been trying very hard to make him accept mi.. aiya.. i dun mind if he will accept mi or not.. as long as he is happy, i will be happy also.. cos i also dun dare to think much lo.. just pray hard to god hope he will bless him wif his mighty power.. I LOVE U ALWAYS, BAO BEI!! no one will take over ur place in moi heart forever.. i'm willing to stay single till the day u accept mi.. |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 10:35 PM |
