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 WOW.... DKNY shoe!!!  YO... CK pants... hahahahahaha.. went shopping again... lol... buy a few stuff.. pic on top is two of those few thing i have bought... spend alot today... hehehe lao mao bin... hehehehe.... shopping really can make someone feel better... shop, see, buy.......... hahahaha.... really noe how to enjoy moi life ar.... hehe... ermmm feeling better liao.. i think i will be back sg soon... CANT WAIT TOO SEE MI??? miss MI??? LOL... i dun think so hor..... HAHAHAHAHA.... dun worry... I'LL BE BACK SOON TO bother U GUYS liao.... hehehe..... i think i abit sot sot liao... keep HAHAHA and HEHEHE.... lol.... so fast APR liao lo.... haissssssssssss nth to do sia... i think i should go club... hehe..... K LA.... will update soon.... hehehe....... BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 11:14 PM |
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wow... so tired today... hehehe... went out for the whole day.... today i was so free that i walk around bangkok and also dunnoe where to noe or where to stop... lol... i think i really goin to be mad liao... for the past few days i've been looking for moi thing(s)... keep tot that i drop something.... wat i really drop i also dunnoe... hehehe..... lol... i really wish to shout out all moi feeling... etc; I LOVE U, I MISS U, I HATE U and blah blah blah.. sometime choose goin overseas for a break is not really a good choice... lol... so WHY i pick this??? lol.... will feel lonely and sad... Some ppl been asking mi "Y U HATE NIGHT?" ANS: cos tears like to flow at NIGHT.... cos only at night when u are alone in the bedroom, u will think of all those bad shit(u noe wat i trying to say la, confirm not S** or getting H****.. lol) that y i feel night is a "hot" time for TEARS... ermmm wonder how is moi friend in sg... lol... LIFE WITHOUT MI IS BORING HOR??? LOL.... k la... need to go to bed liao... night.. someone; **** ILU **** **** IMU**** |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 1:30 AM |
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wow... wake up in the mid of moi SLP haisssss, moi slping problem is back... it has stop for sometime liao.. and now it's back... i think i need moi pill liao.... hahaha... thx for those ppl that TAG in moi blog... LOL.... do u guys have better things to tag??lol... ermmm i think i just try to slp back... to someone: pls slp early... dun always stay up till so late.. later fall sick u then noe ar... lol... take care and miss ya lots...... NIGHT AND BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 3:12 AM |
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 loldermalogica... some of moi collection... MORE at HOME... another day has past... ermmm so wat i did today?? last night went club wif some of moi thailand PAL... and drink like it's FREE... lol... and reach home at abt 2am.. chat wif glenn ON msn for awhile, cos i'm meeting him and his stead in the morning to go WEEKEND MARKET @ THAILAND when i wake up it's already 1030am liao... OMG.... i overslept... hehehehe.... so we went walk walk and had lunch 2gether... just came back from friend gf house... by right, i'm goin cambodia today.. but he got something on... so it is DELAY.... sad.... chat wif nick in msn just now,... think that BITCH seem like REALLY enjoy ON his friend chalet... dun tell mi... ahem ahem,,..... heheheh i really dunnoe wat is wrong wif ppl... and really dunnoe wat ppl are thinking... like to tell mi thing abt him... etc: when he is ONLINE, where he IS, who he wif and so on... thx everyone for the information... but he also dun care... why we wanna bother to care??? hehehe... not trying to be mean ar... hehehehe... ermmmm when will be the time for guys tears to be dry??? |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 11:53 PM |
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WOW... back to blog and get EMO... lol.... ermmmm didnt did much today.. cos i slp most of the time... very tired... Tears back but this time is not tat bad.. cos i learn how to control liao.. after so many thing(s) happen... i also learn how to handle moi own stupid problem.... - Ppl been telling mi lots of things which make mi really dotssssssssss.... most ppl will not learn and always wanna hide from the truth, cos i can also say i'm such person too.. so if u all wanna ask mi that thing(s), moi reply will only is "dunnoe him... he choose this way, only himself will noe wat's his doin... we cant do anything but to wish them the best"... if he think that way is the best let him be... dun try to stop cos i believe we got our rights to choose our way.. - thx nick for chatting wi mi last night.. - first time when i'm overseas, i miss sg... misses;
lol...... also moi friendssssss hahahaha wah so late liao... i go slp liao... night and see u guys soon!! |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 1:29 AM |
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chatting wif nick now... he ask mi to face it... HOW???? i also wish... but everything is like so sudden...... out of job... out of love.... out of cash.... all this add together = NO LIFE!! |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 1:00 AM |
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LIFE will never be the same... finally had change moi blog skin liao... found this skin suit mi... cos I'M ALWAYS LIVING IN MOI DREAM... love in moi life is just nth or kind of thing that i've yet to find... sometime human dun even noe wat him/her self is doin... cos most are still living in their dream and yet to awake... as for mi, i'm also the same that always in moi dream... but after so many things happen... i have awake and i have forgotten the past... now i'm fighting for moi future... future for mi is like a space, it's like falling into an never-ending hole... which i'll not noe wat happen next... so wat i can do is just to wish and pray..... "really hope to be wif you" |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 12:24 AM |
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 lol.... dinner at THAILAND.... - haissssssssssss life is so boring... been here for a few days liao... tot can really enjoy moi life and dun think of so many thing, but who noes life just dun get any better... i start to miss u... i start to wonder how u are.... but after seeing ur blog... u and him are getting back soon... maybe i just too stupid... always make a wrong move and doing thing(s) that are wrong.... but watever it is... i will only hope for the best for u.... - i didnt noe thailand is so big till i'm here for holiday.... i had move from one area to another... and seen alot of cute funny and diff thing... i really shop till DROP liao... hahaha... if anyone wanna come thailand... i dun mind be ur tour guide... lol.... just need to pay for moi hotel and food can liao.... hehehehehehe ermmmm think i might rest for a mth or two... then can start looking for a better job... - " life is full of tears and saddness.... always let fate betray... so u must fight for ur own future..." - |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 3:09 AM |
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i feel much more better liao... i have told u that "I love u"... dun hope much... just hope a simple dating... maybe it is too sudden and it is hard to believe... i noe wat i am doin and i can say it is not a crash... i really LOVE u and it in moi heart and mind for sometime liao... just i dun have the guts to let u noe nor tell u.... alot of friend had been telling mi that "if u like that person, u must let him noe..." i try to forget cos i really dun wish to lose a friend also... but i am not asking anything, just to be fair to u... so i decided to let u noe... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 3:52 AM |
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today i then found out that song really can make a person feel like FARK..... last night went out wif a few str8 friend and drink till 3am... so we went for abit of supper and out of sudden one of moi friend asked friend: "ermm yar hor... where is ur bao bei ar?? didnt see him for long time hor?? and didnt see u tok abt him anymore..." me: "oh... seldom meet him up liao" friend: "weird" and so i try to tok abt other thing.... soon after our supper moi friend send mi home... and when i reach home, i been listen to HEN XIANG SHOU this song till now... keep repeating and repeating........ i really cant get into slp... been trying so hard to slp... Y CANT I??? haissss... b4 i meet up wif that grp of moi str8 friend... i meet kimo and xtz at city hall.... so we have dinner at MS and went walk walk for a while... soon after that went to TCC for moi coffee... "it's is hard to forget someone... althou it is easy to say I CAN FORGET.. but when u are goin to do so.. it is so hard.." just hope i can just bring moi self forward and carry on... life may be sux but it is still not the end.. oh... b4 i forget... i just get a new dvd at HMV... title is STEP UP.... NICE SHOW!!!!!!!! 5 THUMP up..... lol..... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 10:46 AM |
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hey hey hey... it chinese new year... these few days is thinking of thing that i dun even noe... mean i am so confuse and dunnoe wat to do and how to go on.... first time i face such problem and so i dunnoe how to solve it.... life is really so funny.. always come out wif things u wont noe and make u lost in the middle of nowhere... i dunnoe izzit a so called TEST... that god wanted u to take... lol.... cos i really lost this time and it made mi do things that never had done b4... i also wish to have an answer and conclusion on this thing... i noe that no one will able to help nor anyone will able to tell mi... haissssss hope i can reallly find an answer for moi self... asap... cos i am trap... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 1:56 AM |
