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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 6:15 PM |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 6:12 PM |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 6:04 PM |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 5:58 PM |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 5:51 PM |
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ermmm lol... i choose to let go everything.... i will not keep everything in heart liao... i have choose to LET go.... life is hard but i think it would be better if i forget and put down everything.... just have an normal life.... aj life is hard, need to face all kind of weird ppl... lol... a kind of circle that go for looks, $$$ or sex... might as well just forget everything... i think i just need to have a change... maybe nick is right.... Y NOT BE A BITCH cum SLUT.....lol.... maybe u treat someone good... maybe u love someone ALOT.... maybe u care for someone MUCH.... but that SOMEONE dun really care or wont be bother... SO why us wanna HOLd on??? lol... in AJ circle for years.. now then noe the truth,.... WOLS sia mi.... lol... thx for all the hope... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 4:29 AM |
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hehe.. two days didnt update liao... ermmm nth much... days are better for mi liao... start to think over alot of things... just hope to be normal back... miss some of moi KAKIS... lol... ermmm U ARSE noe WHO U are la hor... lol... chat wif a few friends again... didnt contact for sometime... i do miss u all... lol.... not plastic hor... ermmm will be back in sg soon... just need to stay here for sometime... cos I LOST moi ATM card... so i now waiting for friend to come to Bkk to past mi $$$$ lol... ermmm hopefully I WILL BE back IN may.... althou i heard PPL had been Spread that I'll be in sg this coming week.... JUST to INFORM... i wont.... lol... so dun guess liao... when i back i will call u all.... just recieved calls from moi MUM... say "son, when u coming back... alot of bill waiting for u to clear... lol.." grrrrrrrr... hate moi mum.... LOL.... jk jk... hope moi mum not seeing this Post.... ermmmm WAIT FOR MI TO BACK... and we will go CLUB....lol... GET DRUNK AND wild... lol.... ermmmm should i post moi pic... of wat i had buy?? lol.. better not... later moi that MEI MEI noel say i HAO LIAN again.... lol..... k la... i go slp liao... SEE YA all REAL soon..... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 3:35 AM |
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 back from song khrang...  moi new spec.. PRADAdidnt do much these few daysssssssss... been feeling down... will update soon.... just upload a few pic... ENJOY!!! |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 4:13 AM |
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haisssss.... trying to look for moi spec for a few days liao... dunnoe wat is wrong wif mi... always put something that is impossible in moi mind and left otherthing aside... i lost moi ATM card and spec. haisss. need to replaced both... in need of money AGAIN.... and the spec i just brought for a few mths... haissss.... wat is in moi mind sia... WTF... where is all moi soul??? really all gone fark UP.... AFTER i withdrawed the money... i can also left the ATM there... so farking forgetful of mi... JEFF PLS WAKE UP!!!!! |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 2:24 PM |
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enjoy moi self at thailand song khrang??? deep in mi is sad and crying... i think i have lose in LOVE war again.... again... again..... why??? maybe i'm more suitable for SINGLE life??? wat i wan in moi life is a SIMPLE and NICE person, i dun go for looks, $$ or watever.... i just wan a person that i love would love mi too.... izzit really so hard??? izzit really so Impossible??? how many tears i need to flow... how many lonely days i need to spend??? i dun flirt, i dun ONS, i dun laids around... I changed and i try to hard.... why??? fate is always so MEAN for mi??? so many Qns.... who who who.... no matter how strong a person is, HE/SHE will still scare of LONELY.... and i am those kind of person that scare of that.... i stop mixing wif those friend of moi.,... i stop goin to IRC... i stop everythhing.... i have lost and really lost..... lose in everything... moi future, job, friend and LOVE..... THIS is really the end for mi.. now i understand y ppl dare to sucide... cos when really come to the end which really cant bare wif the hurt or disappointment.. only death is the best wayssssssss.. ppl like to choose those that hurt him/her, like to fall for ppl that are sux and never will noe there is always someone that really there and always there for HIM/HER.. is this the game for HUMAN??? is this wat i call "fate game"? maybe just a game... might as well end it soon and make it a "GAME OVER" as wat ya had said "i tot u already fall for someone?" i think this sentence already give mi the answer. yet i'm so stupid to UNDERSTAND. rejected?? |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 4:34 AM |
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 DKNY bag.. hiao... go buy...hahaha... did some shopping again today... lol... buy some boxer and the bag show above... ermmmm cos looking for a bag for moi laptop.. cos moi ARMANI de "lan" liao... and it is also not that ex for this.... not as ex as LV or GUCCI.... lol.... hahaha... thailand new year is near... dunnoe wanna go where to "WET"... lol... any AJ coming thailand??? CAN PM MI OR TAG MI??? SO we can meet up at thailand.... hehehehe ermmm didnt chat wif u for a few days liao... cos i have a BAD diarrhoea... haisss.... dunnoe wat i eat?? lol... make mi go toilet like goin SHOPPING.... so many time lo... "LAO" till moi ARSE also DAMN pain lo.... hehehe... (hope those reading moi blog is not having lunch/dinner) k la... need to go slp liao.... HEHEHEHE.... tml shopping liao... will upload the thing i buy.... NIGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 11:11 PM |
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cannot get to slp AGAIN... having a slplesss nights for the past few daysssssssssss.... last night went to meet a friend of moi that just return to thailand after some business trip... i think she sense something is wrong wif mi(cos she didnt noe i'm an aj)... moi friend: JEFf.. noe u for almost 2 years never seen u wif any gf b4... need mi to into u some gals???? mi: no thx.. i like moi life now... dun wanna get tight down wif R/S.... hehehe.... friend: oh... icic... but i feel u are diff wif other guy. seriously are u a gay??? mi(looks shock): ofcos NOT la... wat make u think that i am a gay??? do i look like one??? or it is writen on moi forehead??? lol.... friend: no la... cos something i see that u are no diff wif some of moi gay friend... mi: hahaha... izzit?? i dun think so.... and so on..... so we chat like for 3 hr,.... and she need to go home cos today she have an imp meeting.... but just b4 she left... SHE ASKED MI again.... HAISSSSSsssssssss so wif a mind of "really goin to bored to HELL" i decided to see the thailand aj CLUB... so i went this disco call "G.O.D"... lol... when i went in... i found out I'M THE ONLY ONE IN THERE.... omg... lol.. but heard from the local that it will be pack on WEEKEND.... kinda like the song played over there... will go there again on this coming weekend... will take some pic and keep ya all update.... lol... hate sleepless NIGHT.... koaz.... i thinnk i shalll stop here.... maybe went for some MORNING temple VISIT.... lol.... take care guys and see ya all soon.... p.s : i hope YOU noe this time i am serious abt it... i really do wish to be wif YOU... but i think the outcome might be the other way round but i dun mind... and i will always behind YOU to support YOU and protect YOU... althou i also dunnoe wat will happen next... maybe i just need to follow the path that god has plan for mi.... I do really hope YOU are the one that will walk thru all this wif mi.... cos i noe NO ONE else CAN other than YOU.... |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 7:50 AM |
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omg.... i hate the feeling of getting drunk... before i got Knock Out.... i better blog.... for the past few days mi and one of moi thai friend had been goin to club... STR8 club... haissss.... cos he didnt noe i'm AJ ...... and drunk for two days liao.... i hate the feeling sia.... but i GOT force.... and thai ppl are real good drinker.... LOL..... only had him in moi mind.... OMG.... wat the fark is in moi mind.... i TRY so HARD yet i cant forget himm,...... haissssss..... I LOVE HIM so much that i give up most of moi thing.... but DO IT WORTH????? and DOES HE noe???? omg.... i think i am kinda of stupide..... LOL.... but love just come WIFOUT warning,.,..... WAT TO DDO/..... lol..... ermmmm that wat i wanna say... should i SPELL his NAME here??? LOL..... better NOT!!!! lol....... didnt noe i can still post... hehehehe... kk la DROP dead!!!!! lol.... BB |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 3:44 AM |
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woot...... i dunnoe wat happen to mi today... i think PMS... lol... ermmmm past few days had been a busy day for mi... cos i have a lot of appointment... (etc: facial, dye moi hair and so on) now then i noe facial in thailand is EX.... maybe cos i'm running low on cash.. cos for a normal dermalogica face wash cost around sg$70... is kinda ex and it is not as good as singapore... althou the service here is good... but the face washing skill SUX.... lol.... went to colour moi hair... hehehe ash WHITE.... lol... rox man... look so AH BENG... :( tot of doing abit nia... but the salon ppl say "if u do abit cost bht 4k but if u do whole HEAD, also same price" then i think it is more worth doin WHOLE head.... lol..... so long liao... almost one mth here liao.... I STILLL MISS U.... i think this is not goin to work well for mi... wat i can say is "I LOVE YOU", U might tot it is just a crush or wat... let time prove it all... ermmm another lonely night... good night and miss ya all.... hugssssssssssssssssss :P |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 11:13 PM |
