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This year is a so called good year for mi... I learn alot of things. i see new ppl and i found out alot of thing also... which make mi kinda sad cos this circle is really scarly and fake.. where ppl will put word which is not true into ur mouth or say thing which is not true... For the past few days alot of things happen... I choose to let go something, moi job/company is facing problem, i had feeling for someone and so on.... and i realise that life is always a game that wif no "game over", "completed" or "KO" Always there will be new stage or char. coming into ur world... where we need to face them wif " dunnoe wat will happen later " - so wat happen this few days; i choose to forget him and carry on wif moi life.. i wanna walk out of his life... it is sad and hard to do so... but i keep telling myself that "I MUST DO SO", cos i already waste most of moi time on him and see alot of thing happen in him... waited 9 mth for him.. and do so much for him... i think i had really done moi best... to some ppl it kinda stupid and "gong", but if u like that person so much, izzit right or wrong u wont even noe... - i realise alot of ppl which is always putting a musk and being plastic... althou they dun really show out... but in this circle is always like that... and i used to "try" not to believe in myself.. for just only one night i seen alot of "thing" like how ppl "bitch", "blame" and back stab me. i am really disappointed... it always get hurt when u wanna be nice and trying to be nice... i seen alot of bitching abt ppl around mi... but i tot that wont happen to mi... but i am wrong... as in when u dun treat ppl thing that they ask for, they will say u are stingy... if u treat ppl too nice, they will take thing for granted... but dun think if u keep ur mouth shut and dun do anything, nothing will happen.... cos also will have ppl that are so "hard working" that will try to get u involve.. - i fall for someone which i had never tot... hope it's just a normal crash and will get over soon... cos he might be another "him" that walk past and leave foot step for mi to follow.... so i will like "guai guai" follow... - i will like to say "they is only a few ppl in the circle which really can be friend and really need to OPEN my eye that BIG so i wont choose the wrong one... - i also wanna thanks all those that help, accompany and listen to moi nagging this few days. ( u noe who u are and i shall not write name ) really a big thanks and hugs for u all.. btw... i really enjoy clubbing wif Darius, Nick and Kelly(althou i dun really noe u... but can see u are an nice person to mix wif).... so when u guys wanna "SIAO" again??? hehehehe but dun drink till ***** again (Darius, u noe wat i mean la)... - that all for moi NAGGING!!! hope to have a surprise soon... so i can NAG again!! lol |
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"I CAN ONLY DREAM" | 7:40 AM |
