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Sunday, July 30, 2006

Once again i have lost the war of love.. all moi friend had been telling mi that wat i had done is more than enough.. but i dun listen to them.. cos i believe i can win his heart.. i put in most of moi time worry abt him, care abt him and yet in return i dun gain anything.. AM I REALLY THAT STUPID?? i really love him alot and i really wanna walk wif him till the end.. but i am wrong.. cos of him, i let lots of ppl down esp moi GAN DI DI.. i'm sry.. ( di i should listen to u but i too stubborn to accept wat you saying..) i have regret.. i have change alot cos of him and almost wanna quit moi job so i can stay in singapore to accompany him more and really take good care of him.. but all the while i'm only living in a dream.. I'VE WAKE UP FROM MOI DREAM WIF TEARS FROM MOI EYE.. but seriously i really wanna get an answer from him.. "WHAT U REALLY TREAT MI AS ALL THIS WHILE??"
u say that u have never take mi for granted but do u really learn to appreciate wat i have done for u??
u say u got eye to see who really care for u but do u really care abt the person?

ERVIN TEO ZHONG WEI, I REALLY LOVE U ALOT!! in moi life u are the only one that hurt mi so much and deep.. i really feel happy wif u at moi side.. but all this has put a FULL STOP..
memory will keep in moi heart forever and i will not be there for u anymore hope u will really take care of yourself.. wish u and that guy all the best!! god bless

"I CAN ONLY DREAM"
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