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new begaining...

2009-05-20T00:37:00.003+08:00

Hey all... long time didnt update my Blog liao...

been very busy wif Work, moving apartment and patching stuff wif O

so as below is Part of my apartment... :P

Living room

Bedroom

there is still the Gym, cafe and balcony... :P

so now me and O have make up our mind to STAY together... mean COMMITMENT!!! omg... i hate this WORD!! LOL..

2009-04-09T16:08:00.003+08:00

haisss... another busy day. been so busy for the Freaking two mths... what "new work year", clearing all the back log, and R/S problem...

we have broke up for 3 weeks.. i still miss O, althou is O that let me down. but i still love O as the same.. so many Past O had and i aLSO let it go. what O really wants?? haiss... maybe what all my Pal have said... THE NEXT ONE WILL BE BETTER!!

weather is like going crazy... i can see lightning, dark clouds but No rain... hahaha not even Pass by.... i think earth is really Sick... so ppl... STOP hurting the EARTH!!! :P

but this kind of Weather can be seen only when O calls me... lol.. and all O friends say "haha, O's BLACK Magic is COMING for you... the curse is coming..." ok this sound errie.. but i can say, O really noe some Black magic... (below i will post some photo of some Gong Tau aka Black magic)

Recently alot of my friend is Out of love... so here i have an adviced for them, "There's someone Better!!"

next post i will talk more abt Thai Black Magic... will find more Photos

below is Khunman Thong(baby ghost),

most of the thai believe that this kind of amulets can help one in getting rich

below is look krogue(is a baby skull wif two head, also come wif one head :P)

Thai believe that getting this can help in Doing business and helps in REN YUAN also...

2009-04-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

Alot of things Happen.. in only a SHORT 2 weeks...
finally i broke up wif O. everythings have end... from lover to friend.. might need a few years to forget O...
when really think back.. we do have lots of fun and laughter along the way.. maybe it seem like a waste to end it but it is the best ways we can choose...
HMMM BEEN very very Freaking Busy wif my work... been OT so much... hahaha...

hmmm some nice new thai song to intro u guys...

ok... that's all for today...

2009-03-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

Here all the pic!!!

2009-03-14T19:45:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since my last post.. been busy wif O and work...
just went back sg to pray my dad.. it's been a year... haisss... still miss him.
O and Me are tgt for 7 mths... can U guys imagin?? hahaha. but these days.. we had a bad days, been quarreling for the past two mth. ytd i just found out O lied to me. O lie that O was back in hometown but i found out O has back in Bangkok on Wed night.. dun really noe how to handle it..
so went back sg for 3 days... meet up wif MY cute cute JJ..:P
thx JJ for the accompany... should i POST some PIC here?? oh.. b4 i forget, also MIAO MIAO!!! lol... miss his SINGING session!! :P
eh.... dunnoe what to post liao... Chao...

2008-08-31T22:17:00.006+08:00

Luke birthday at Boat quay

Cafe Del Mar... foam party!!

Dinner Time!!!

It has been mth for mi to post... these days are very busy in overseas,... need to do alot of stuff.. sian....

just back in sg for some 7th mth stuff and Luke birthday...(will post some pic later)

and nowdays been goin to Cafe Del Mar.. love that place... really can make someone relax and free...

dunnoe wat to post liao...:P

2008-04-23T04:20:00.002+08:00

didnt update moi blog since after moi dad funeral. firstly i wanna thax all those that attended moi dad funeral... very busy and also worry abt alot of things. but thx god that all those problem has been solve...
soon after the funeral, i'm back in THAILAND to work.. so it is kinda VERY busy at work and also alot to CATCH up wif... but today all has back to NORmal... lol...
haha last week met up wif Harper in thailand.. lol.. did have alot of FUN... really cant wait for that IDIOT to join him back in THAILAND for holiday...
Hmmm didnt meet that idiot up for the last trip back.. iDIOT!! i miss u alot.... sry that didnt meet u up!! hahaha i think idiot will not view moi BLOG.. so IT'S ok... :P
been trying to train back... but this time is DIFF... not really goin to SLIM down.. but to BUILD up... hehehe... cos i scared that all those EXTRA skin will be a HUGE problem for mi.... hehehe. so ALL wish mi ALL THE BEST... lol...
should i post all the PIC i took wif Harper here?? hmmm better NOT... later he stole all THE scene... hehehe lol..
k la.. that all folk... good night.... i going to BED liao...

2008-03-25T07:15:00.002+08:00

back in SG already..

23.03.2008

Got a call from moi brother at 4am telling mi that moi dad dun have any heartbeat already. and at 04.15am he called to inform that moi dad passed away peacefully. so i got the first flight back to sg... i reach sg at around 12 to get things done for the funeral.

24.03.2008

busy wif all the stuff.. really miss moi dad today.. i suddenly remember all those thing and joke we share. althou us didnt spend much time wif him but we are still very close wif him.. for the pass few mth i been seeing him suffer in the hospital.. i feel that maybe this is a relieve for him..

DAD;

u are always remembered in our heart

rest in peace

and

I love You

2008-03-18T03:36:00.002+08:00

just a blink of eye, it a whole new week.. been busy wif moi work these days... i also never seen moiself so Hardworking... :P

i am back in thai. and i have make up moi mind to fully change moiself.. first is to SLIM down.. but who noe.. i turn BIGGER... omg... lol.. see liao like HULK... lol... been goin for swimming and gym for the past one week... see some diff.. and hope to get much more...

2nd.. i'm planning for a LONG hoilday for moi self... hahaha... cos i just look over the webby and it seem like nepal is not a Bad place to relax and visit.. hehehe... hope can get some enlightment there... :P

3rd.. hmmm better dun share... blah....

just came back from CLUB... sometime i really dun understand... even weekdays the club in THAILAND is also so crowded.. hmm really there is SO much AJ in this world?? after club i almost wanted to walk home and it is like 10 km.. lol... but i give up after an hour walk...

really hope can settle down soon... been thinking over this subject for weeks... but it is really hard to do it alone... haissss... maybe have to wait for the days to come... :)

k la.. need to go swimming tml morning...
good night and sweet dream!!!

P.S: i will not give up and keep on waiting for u...

2008-03-13T01:36:00.002+08:00

finally finish moi work liao sia... hais... busy day for mi sia... lol...
was listening to the FM while i working... and this song was played in it... i found the lyrid
it's by 杜德伟 and 顺子

真的想你

才相遇就有点想你

想看你不敢告诉你

别以为是寂寞而巳

我知道自己的问题

茶不思饭不吃的道理

你使我夜夜好忧郁

一个需要爱的人

一颗发了疯的心

想为你谱写一首歌

歌里面都是你的名

请相信我是用了心

自从你出现在梦里

生活就变得好美丽

把时间留给你想着你和等着你

我是真的真的想你真的真的想你

好想为你淋一场雨

证明我的心证明我的命

永远永远属于你

我是真的真的想你真的真的想你

让我为你淋一场雨

证明我的心证明我的命

此情此爱永不渝~~

really mix well wif moi feeling right now... haissss....

2008-03-12T13:33:00.003+08:00

lately i found out that to alot of ppl out there feel that i'm just a FLIRT and SEX despo. i do feel sad that most of moi friend and that idiot look at mi in such way...
for wat i can say is I DUN LOOK LIKE WAT I AM... i might like to joke around wif lots of things. but i am not a SEX addict and i dun go for ONS nor LAID LAID.. trust mi if u wan.. i cant be bother anymore.. just i noe wat kind of person i am...

R/S in moi life is nearly to IMPOSSIBLE.. i can be very caring but as no one is perfect. i may not have time for the person i love... i really hope to find someone to settle down but cos of moi job, i can't. HAISSS.. sometime i do hate moi job..

after a few dates and everything.. i found out that i always got someone in mind. but cos of i will have no time for that person. i dun dare to go any further but i will always stay at ur back to look after u and support u. it might be hurt to see u attached wif other guys.. but i really hope u can find someone that is GOOD for u.. i have make up moi mind.. i'll be waiting for you..

You have make mi learn to miss, love and care for someone..

2008-03-12T02:11:00.003+08:00

hmmm WOW.... moi blog got alot of spider web liao sia... lol....
time to update some SHIT in here... heehee...

after a week back in sg.. time to CHIONG for moi future liao... didnt do much this trip back in SG but do spend it in really HAPPY way.. arranged to back in sg just to rush for that Idiot birthday (wow, gan dong mah?)... but also suay cos i had been sick for sometime liao... and till today. it's not well yet, as it is getting worse.. haisssss....
hmmm omg.. lost now.. dun noe wat to updates... lol....
feel like saying something and hope that idiot can read.. but it's still the best to keep it to moiself and for him to found out... :P

2008-02-17T03:27:00.002+08:00

hi. how everyone?? just found out that moi last posting of blog is in Dec... hahaha been very lazy to blog nowdays. also been thru alot of things. will try to blog as much as i can...
Jan is sort of busy mth for mi... got a few friend that didnt contact for years came to BKK and i have a "Job" to do that is BRING them around.. hahaha.. kinda fun meeting them.. bring back alot of FUN... should i upload some of the pic?? lol...
also busy clubbing wif some of the THAI Ajs here... alot say they look like CALL BOI... hahahahaha and i told them this... lol... one of them just go "WTH.. CALL US CALLBOI??? humpf..." hahahah... really lost the mood Of Cny liao... went back sg for 3 days and back in Bkk for work... haissssss... kinda BUSY AND RUSH year for mi... hehe.... but this NEW year is not a GOOD start for mi... first day back in BKK need to go to the hospital... cos of SERIOUS rasher and Fever.... hais....lol.. but now things is BACK ok liao... lol....

I MISS YOU!!!! u keep rejecting moi call... are u ok?? pls text mi in MSN... hugssss.....

2007-12-11T04:45:00.000+08:00

sorry guys that i didnt updated moi blog for sometime... been stress for the past few weeks...
things has not been goin well for mi.. money problem, family problem and moi dad illness.. i think it is the end for moi happy-go-luckly days... time to be much more serious and get all the things done and solve...
moi b'day are getting near but moi feeling is still damn down and freak. i was alone in overseas and i had learn alot for this past years, but wat i always did is LEtting ppl down,,,... maybe is god that wan mi to be strong, that's y thing keep happening around mi... i cant be anymore stronger and i cant take anymore blow... i am now weak and lost hope in everything... i dunnoe how to get the smile back in moi face, i cant think of anymore Joke that can bring joy to ppl next to mi... i am just like a DEAD person that walk around wif no target and distination..
i had try to hide all moi sadness but it has "overflow" in moi life..
wat moi life has turn into is wat i also dunnoe... just felt i am a real BIG loser... to many ppl i may look strong and i can take things easy.. but when i am weak and tired, who will noe and who will be there?
and just a few days ago. i recived a bad news from moi mum that moi dad is admited in to the hospital and still in Coma, yet i am not there to help out moi mum. again it is an disappointment!! i really let alot of ppl down family, dear and friends... life now to mi is just too meaningless for mi...
althou it might be alot more for mi to suffer.. maybe this is moi Karma.. and it is a RETURNING wif no REST...
i think i do need some rest.. too tired to carry on...

"Life is just a chart of bar(s) and line(s), where it's always UP and DOWN. a paths that we cant choose and changes."

2007-10-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

really have a WORSE day... things happen in WORK and R/S...
when u told mi u throw away things i give u.. i feel very sad.. i really hope OUR r/s is not like a NORMAL thing.. which can throw away...
i really hope to spend more time wif u and i really DO miss those days we had together... the smile and laughter, the fun and sad... and i also DUN wish to have this all beautiful days to end...
i can say i used to love Exxxx alot and i didnt make used of u to forget E but i do really love you that why i choose to be wif u... and i also hope it's the same from u...
i might not always be in SG, but i will make good use when i am back in SG... i will make up EVERYTHING to u...
i am really speechless... only can say I LOVE YOU....

2007-10-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

yeah... it's another sunday... mean tml is a brand new week for WORK... lol... hope everyone is enjoying their WEEKEND... hmmm been sick for the past few week but luckly it get well be4 the time when i goin back SG... did alot of things these days... work, club, worry and sad...

hmmm i will be back this coming week... PLS make mi have a BUSY trip back in SG...lol...
here is some photo that i took in THAILAND....

hmmm halloween is here... treat or trick??LOL....

2007-10-25T05:59:00.000+08:00

hmm it is a new morning... didnt slp last night... been thinking of moi dear... dunnoe if dear is getting better...
hmmm sick for a few days already... seen a few doc liao... didnt get better but worst.. lol... but still ok... cos i still can joke...
it's already one mth(excluding dating) wif dear liao... hmm time really pass fast... hope that next few years... i am still wif dear...
i feel so sad that i need to work in overseas and leave dear alone in SG... Dear, sry... hope u wont blame mi... i promise i will make good use of the days i'm back in sg... and never will leave u alone...
hmmm it is a new start since moi last R/S which is 6 years ago... hope it is really a LONG and lasting one.... hmmm i do really miss dear and love dear alot... hehehehehe FRIEND, i might not have the time to meet up wf u all... hope u all really can UNderStand... lol..... k la... just took moi medic.. i goin back to SLP.... lol.... night and TAKE CARE..... lol......

ps: dear... miss you and love you lotsssssss.... MUACK......

2007-10-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

You are The Devil

Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession

The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.

Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

2007-10-19T19:23:00.000+08:00

hmm it's been a long time since my last post...
I AM BACK IN BLOGGING....
in this few mth... alot of things has happen.. happy and sad stuff..
sry if to those that i didnt really meet up for this past few mths... cos been very BUSY dating... :)
just have someone whom i love and now i am ATTACH..
took a few pic wif some of moi friend...

lol...... haha......

2007-07-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

BUSY WEEK!!!

woot.... had a really busy week in thailand... cos some of my friend came to thailand for holiday... so had to bring them around.. lol.... had a great time and really do enjoy it..

goin to HK soon... need to plan things for next week... LOL.... so i will not update for THIS few weeks.. cos i will be REAL busy!!!!

2007-07-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.......... it's been raining over at moi side these days.... haissssss so bored.... goin thailand next week to do some shopping, cos they have sale over there... hehehehehe... feeling better these days... will be back sg soon... but dunnnoe when will be sad and leave again... so CATCH mi FAST.... lol... dun later i leave sg, u guys then go "walao... leave liao also didnt say"
ermmm family got problem again... really pray thesedays... hope god will bless my family, friend and "him"...
k la... got to get back to work... will try to update asap...

2007-06-28T03:02:00.000+08:00

if life is like this photo it will be wonderful.. cos there is steps of cloud for mi to climb... haissssssss

no matter how beautiful the night of BKK are.

my feeling is still the same

sorry folk.. didnt update some of my pic... i still got alot to post but i decided not to upload it...

back in overseas for a week, still cant get over something... maybe ppl might say i'm stupid or childish.. but for mi.. it's hard to forget something... kinda very free these days... cos i have resign... but i still cant leave cos i need to wait for the new guy to take over my post.

nowdays i'm so into this webby call "crunchyroll dot com". for some who don't know what website this is, here's my intro to this webby "it is a webby that works like YOUTUBE but most that can be found in this webby is movie, althou most of the uploaded movie is kinda RETRO but i still enjoy it.. it has movie like FIGHT BACK TO SCH, GOD OF GAMBLE and ETC..." so if u are free... pls go and take a look...

kk that all folk... will try to update asap... :)

2007-06-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

really nth to post liao... will try to update more if i can... but i'm feeling down this few days... hope u guys will understand... sry... will let u all noe more things...
btw... sry to all of moi friend... i didnt meet u guys up for sometime.... hope u all will able to forgive mi... i am kinda stupid... haisssssss.... will try to catch up wif u guys soon... sry....

2007-06-13T02:49:00.000+08:00

didn't updated for LONG TIME!!! lol....
cos the stupid country i went BAN this webby...
ermmm OK OK... i just back to sg... and went St James on Sunday wif bao bei, jo jo and mingyang
hahaha mingyang was so CMI lo... just drink abit of alcohol HE DRUNK liao lo... like SO FAST.... lol... but i dun really enjoy that night... althou went wif BAO BEI... but somethings which I have tot b4 going really HAPPEN... haisss but it's OK la.... below is some pic i have Uploaded...

Threesome!!

these coming pic is taken just a few hour(s) ago....

carissa and me

@ paragon coffee beans

:))

@ Shangri~La hotel

sixuan and mi...

@ Shangri~La hotel The Line cafe!

had a wonderful day... but si bao bei always SLP till so LATE.... dorts lo... really PIG.... lol....then when bao bei meet mi... it is like LATE evening liao lo.... hehehehe

also bought a perfume and a belt... lol.... hahaha... cos that stupid pants i wear today is like SO big lo.... if dun have a BELT... lol... dunnoe when will fall....LOL.... k la...

time to slp liao la.... night guys and will update as possible as i can...

2007-05-08T04:17:00.000+08:00

hahaha.... back home.... lol... went gaylang wif wk....
wow this few days had been clubbing.... did alot of stupid thing... lol...
meet up wif nicholas most of the time... for dinner and shop....
also forget wat to write liao la.,....
maybe just tok abt just now.... didnt do much... wake up in the noon and went to find HP... cos i wanna change.... lol.... after that went to baobei work place to fetch him... oh... i also meet sam and ter at baobei work place there... later baobei came to moi house to use com and help mi dye moi hair........ lol.... ALOT OF FUNNY THING HAPPEN.......................... wahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha (baobei if u read this... u noe wat i'm saying la hor........... lol...)
he stay till 12am... tml he have to wake up early... so he had to leave.... lol... haisss then i cant slp so meet up wif WK go gaylang.... hehehehehe
ermmmm i found moi typing so singlish...... lol.... sian go slp liao la.... that all folk... NIGHTssssssssssss

2007-04-24T18:15:00.001+08:00

You Are 20% Weird

Not enough to scare other people...
But sometimes you scare yourself.

How Weird Are You?

2007-04-24T18:12:00.001+08:00

You Are The Moon

You represent the unconscious side of life, what happens in dreams.
You are capable of great genius - but also of great madness.
Emotions tend to be primal for you, both your fears and your fantasies.
Your intuition is always right, listening to it is the difficult part.

Your fortune:

You are about to embark on a very important journey - and a very difficult one.
Some of your deepest dreams will be realized, as well as some of your deepest nightmares.
Follow your creativity and visions; stay away from your weaknesses.
You are taking a voyage to the center of yourself, and you may be pleasantly surprised by what you discover.

What Tarot Card Are You?

2007-04-24T18:04:00.001+08:00

You Don't Hold a Grudge

You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you.
Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

2007-04-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

You Are Gay

In your opinion, there's nothing sexier than your own sex.
There's definitely nothing straight about you!

What's Your Sexual Orientation?

2007-04-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships.

You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky.

In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so.

You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

2007-04-24T04:29:00.000+08:00

ermmm lol... i choose to let go everything....
i will not keep everything in heart liao... i have choose to LET go.... life is hard but i think it would be better if i forget and put down everything.... just have an normal life.... aj life is hard, need to face all kind of weird ppl... lol... a kind of circle that go for looks, $$$ or sex... might as well just forget everything... i think i just need to have a change... maybe nick is right.... Y NOT BE A BITCH cum SLUT.....lol....
maybe u treat someone good... maybe u love someone ALOT.... maybe u care for someone MUCH.... but that SOMEONE dun really care or wont be bother... SO why us wanna HOLd on??? lol... in AJ circle for years.. now then noe the truth,.... WOLS sia mi.... lol...
thx for all the hope...

2007-04-22T03:35:00.000+08:00

hehe.. two days didnt update liao... ermmm nth much...
days are better for mi liao... start to think over alot of things... just hope to be normal back...
miss some of moi KAKIS... lol... ermmm U ARSE noe WHO U are la hor... lol...
chat wif a few friends again... didnt contact for sometime... i do miss u all... lol.... not plastic hor...
ermmm will be back in sg soon... just need to stay here for sometime... cos I LOST moi ATM card... so i now waiting for friend to come to Bkk to past mi $$$$ lol... ermmm hopefully I WILL BE back IN may.... althou i heard PPL had been Spread that I'll be in sg this coming week.... JUST to INFORM... i wont.... lol... so dun guess liao... when i back i will call u all....
just recieved calls from moi MUM... say "son, when u coming back... alot of bill waiting for u to clear... lol.." grrrrrrrr... hate moi mum.... LOL.... jk jk... hope moi mum not seeing this Post....
ermmmm WAIT FOR MI TO BACK... and we will go CLUB....lol... GET DRUNK AND wild... lol....
ermmmm should i post moi pic... of wat i had buy?? lol.. better not... later moi that MEI MEI noel say i HAO LIAN again.... lol.....
k la... i go slp liao... SEE YA all REAL soon.....

2007-04-17T04:13:00.000+08:00

back from song khrang...

moi new spec.. PRADA

didnt do much these few daysssssssss... been feeling down... will update soon.... just upload a few pic... ENJOY!!!

2007-04-14T14:24:00.000+08:00

haisssss.... trying to look for moi spec for a few days liao... dunnoe wat is wrong wif mi... always put something that is impossible in moi mind and left otherthing aside... i lost moi ATM card and spec. haisss. need to replaced both... in need of money AGAIN.... and the spec i just brought for a few mths... haissss....
wat is in moi mind sia... WTF... where is all moi soul??? really all gone fark UP....
AFTER i withdrawed the money... i can also left the ATM there... so farking forgetful of mi...
JEFF PLS WAKE UP!!!!!

2007-04-14T04:34:00.000+08:00

enjoy moi self at thailand song khrang???
deep in mi is sad and crying...
i think i have lose in LOVE war again.... again... again..... why??? maybe i'm more suitable for SINGLE life???
wat i wan in moi life is a SIMPLE and NICE person, i dun go for looks, $$ or watever.... i just wan a person that i love would love mi too.... izzit really so hard??? izzit really so Impossible???
how many tears i need to flow... how many lonely days i need to spend???
i dun flirt, i dun ONS, i dun laids around... I changed and i try to hard.... why??? fate is always so MEAN for mi??? so many Qns.... who who who....
no matter how strong a person is, HE/SHE will still scare of LONELY....
and i am those kind of person that scare of that....
i stop mixing wif those friend of moi.,... i stop goin to IRC... i stop everythhing....
i have lost and really lost..... lose in everything... moi future, job, friend and LOVE..... THIS is really the end for mi..
now i understand y ppl dare to sucide... cos when really come to the end which really cant bare wif the hurt or disappointment.. only death is the best wayssssssss..
ppl like to choose those that hurt him/her, like to fall for ppl that are sux and never will noe there is always someone that really there and always there for HIM/HER.. is this the game for HUMAN??? is this wat i call "fate game"?
maybe just a game... might as well end it soon and make it a "GAME OVER"

as wat ya had said "i tot u already fall for someone?"

i think this sentence already give mi the answer.

yet i'm so stupid to UNDERSTAND.

rejected??

2007-04-11T23:11:00.000+08:00

DKNY bag.. hiao... go buy...

hahaha... did some shopping again today... lol... buy some boxer and the bag show above...

ermmmm cos looking for a bag for moi laptop.. cos moi ARMANI de "lan" liao...

and it is also not that ex for this.... not as ex as LV or GUCCI.... lol....

hahaha... thailand new year is near... dunnoe wanna go where to "WET"... lol... any AJ coming thailand??? CAN PM MI OR TAG MI??? SO we can meet up at thailand.... hehehehe

ermmm didnt chat wif u for a few days liao... cos i have a BAD diarrhoea... haisss.... dunnoe wat i eat?? lol... make mi go toilet like goin SHOPPING.... so many time lo... "LAO" till moi ARSE also DAMN pain lo.... hehehe... (hope those reading moi blog is not having lunch/dinner)

k la... need to go slp liao.... HEHEHEHE.... tml shopping liao... will upload the thing i buy....

NIGHTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

2007-04-10T07:50:00.000+08:00

cannot get to slp AGAIN... having a slplesss nights for the past few daysssssssssss....
last night went to meet a friend of moi that just return to thailand after some business trip... i think she sense something is wrong wif mi(cos she didnt noe i'm an aj)...

moi friend: JEFf.. noe u for almost 2 years never seen u wif any gf b4... need mi to into u some gals????
mi: no thx.. i like moi life now... dun wanna get tight down wif R/S.... hehehe....
friend: oh... icic... but i feel u are diff wif other guy. seriously are u a gay???
mi(looks shock): ofcos NOT la... wat make u think that i am a gay??? do i look like one??? or it is writen on moi forehead??? lol....
friend: no la... cos something i see that u are no diff wif some of moi gay friend...
mi: hahaha... izzit?? i dun think so....
and so on.....

so we chat like for 3 hr,.... and she need to go home cos today she have an imp meeting.... but just b4 she left... SHE ASKED MI again.... HAISSSSSsssssssss

so wif a mind of "really goin to bored to HELL" i decided to see the thailand aj CLUB... so i went this disco call "G.O.D"... lol... when i went in... i found out I'M THE ONLY ONE IN THERE.... omg... lol.. but heard from the local that it will be pack on WEEKEND.... kinda like the song played over there... will go there again on this coming weekend... will take some pic and keep ya all update.... lol...

hate sleepless NIGHT.... koaz.... i thinnk i shalll stop here.... maybe went for some MORNING temple VISIT.... lol.... take care guys and see ya all soon....

p.s : i hope YOU noe this time i am serious abt it... i really do wish to be wif YOU... but i think the outcome might be the other way round but i dun mind... and i will always behind YOU to support YOU and protect YOU... althou i also dunnoe wat will happen next... maybe i just need to follow the path that god has plan for mi.... I do really hope YOU are the one that will walk thru all this wif mi.... cos i noe NO ONE else CAN other than YOU....

2007-04-08T03:44:00.000+08:00

omg.... i hate the feeling of getting drunk... before i got Knock Out.... i better blog....
for the past few days mi and one of moi thai friend had been goin to club... STR8 club... haissss.... cos he didnt noe i'm AJ ...... and drunk for two days liao.... i hate the feeling sia.... but i GOT force.... and thai ppl are real good drinker.... LOL.....
only had him in moi mind.... OMG.... wat the fark is in moi mind.... i TRY so HARD yet i cant forget himm,...... haissssss..... I LOVE HIM so much that i give up most of moi thing.... but DO IT WORTH????? and DOES HE noe???? omg.... i think i am kinda of stupide..... LOL.... but love just come WIFOUT warning,.,..... WAT TO DDO/..... lol..... ermmmm that wat i wanna say... should i SPELL his NAME here??? LOL..... better NOT!!!! lol.......
didnt noe i can still post... hehehehe... kk la
DROP dead!!!!! lol.... BB

2007-04-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

woot...... i dunnoe wat happen to mi today... i think PMS... lol...
ermmmm past few days had been a busy day for mi... cos i have a lot of appointment... (etc: facial, dye moi hair and so on)

now then i noe facial in thailand is EX.... maybe cos i'm running low on cash.. cos for a normal dermalogica face wash cost around sg$70... is kinda ex and it is not as good as singapore... althou the service here is good... but the face washing skill SUX.... lol....

went to colour moi hair... hehehe ash WHITE.... lol... rox man... look so AH BENG... :(
tot of doing abit nia... but the salon ppl say "if u do abit cost bht 4k but if u do whole HEAD, also same price"
then i think it is more worth doin WHOLE head.... lol.....

so long liao... almost one mth here liao.... I STILLL MISS U.... i think this is not goin to work well for mi... wat i can say is "I LOVE YOU", U might tot it is just a crush or wat... let time prove it all...
ermmm another lonely night... good night and miss ya all.... hugssssssssssssssssss :P

2007-03-31T23:14:00.000+08:00

WOW.... DKNY shoe!!!

YO... CK pants... hahaha

hahaha.. went shopping again... lol... buy a few stuff.. pic on top is two of those few thing i have bought... spend alot today... hehehe lao mao bin... hehehehe....

shopping really can make someone feel better... shop, see, buy..........

hahahaha.... really noe how to enjoy moi life ar.... hehe...

ermmm feeling better liao.. i think i will be back sg soon... CANT WAIT TOO SEE MI??? miss MI??? LOL... i dun think so hor..... HAHAHAHAHA.... dun worry... I'LL BE BACK SOON TO bother U GUYS liao.... hehehe.....

i think i abit sot sot liao... keep HAHAHA and HEHEHE.... lol....

so fast APR liao lo.... haissssssssssss nth to do sia... i think i should go club... hehe.....

K LA.... will update soon.... hehehe.......

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-03-29T01:30:00.000+08:00

wow... so tired today... hehehe... went out for the whole day....
today i was so free that i walk around bangkok and also dunnoe where to noe or where to stop... lol...
i think i really goin to be mad liao... for the past few days i've been looking for moi thing(s)... keep tot that i drop something.... wat i really drop i also dunnoe... hehehe.....
lol...
i really wish to shout out all moi feeling... etc; I LOVE U, I MISS U, I HATE U and blah blah blah..
sometime choose goin overseas for a break is not really a good choice... lol... so WHY i pick this??? lol.... will feel lonely and sad...
Some ppl been asking mi "Y U HATE NIGHT?"
ANS: cos tears like to flow at NIGHT....
cos only at night when u are alone in the bedroom, u will think of all those bad shit(u noe wat i trying to say la, confirm not S** or getting H****.. lol) that y i feel night is a "hot" time for TEARS...
ermmm wonder how is moi friend in sg... lol... LIFE WITHOUT MI IS BORING HOR??? LOL....
k la... need to go to bed liao... night..

someone;
**** ILU ****
**** IMU****

2007-03-27T03:12:00.000+08:00

wow... wake up in the mid of moi SLP

haisssss, moi slping problem is back... it has stop for sometime liao.. and now it's back... i think i need moi pill liao....

hahaha... thx for those ppl that TAG in moi blog... LOL.... do u guys have better things to tag??lol...

ermmm i think i just try to slp back...

to someone: pls slp early... dun always stay up till so late.. later fall sick u then noe ar... lol... take care and miss ya lots......

NIGHT AND BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

2007-03-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

lol

dermalogica... some of moi collection... MORE at HOME...

another day has past... ermmm so wat i did today??

last night went club wif some of moi thailand PAL... and drink like it's FREE... lol...

and reach home at abt 2am.. chat wif glenn ON msn for awhile, cos i'm meeting him and his stead in the morning to go WEEKEND MARKET @ THAILAND

when i wake up it's already 1030am liao... OMG.... i overslept... hehehehe....

so we went walk walk and had lunch 2gether...

just came back from friend gf house... by right, i'm goin cambodia today.. but he got something on... so it is DELAY.... sad....

chat wif nick in msn just now,... think that BITCH seem like REALLY enjoy ON his friend chalet... dun tell mi... ahem ahem,,..... heheheh

i really dunnoe wat is wrong wif ppl... and really dunnoe wat ppl are thinking...

like to tell mi thing abt him... etc: when he is ONLINE, where he IS, who he wif and so on...

thx everyone for the information... but he also dun care... why we wanna bother to care??? hehehe... not trying to be mean ar... hehehehe...

ermmmm when will be the time for guys tears to be dry???

2007-03-24T01:29:00.000+08:00

WOW... back to blog and get EMO...
lol.... ermmmm didnt did much today.. cos i slp most of the time... very tired...
Tears back but this time is not tat bad.. cos i learn how to control liao.. after so many thing(s) happen... i also learn how to handle moi own stupid problem....
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Ppl been telling mi lots of things which make mi really dotssssssssss....
most ppl will not learn and always wanna hide from the truth, cos i can also say i'm such person too.. so if u all wanna ask mi that thing(s), moi reply will only is "dunnoe him... he choose this way, only himself will noe wat's his doin... we cant do anything but to wish them the best"... if he think that way is the best let him be... dun try to stop cos i believe we got our rights to choose our way..
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thx nick for chatting wi mi last night..
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first time when i'm overseas, i miss sg...
misses;

That person
food
club/disco

lol...... also moi friendssssss

hahahaha wah so late liao... i go slp liao... night and see u guys soon!!

2007-03-23T01:00:00.000+08:00

chatting wif nick now...
he ask mi to face it...
HOW????
i also wish... but everything is like so sudden......
out of job...
out of love....
out of cash....
all this add together = NO LIFE!!

2007-03-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

LIFE will never be the same...

finally had change moi blog skin liao...

found this skin suit mi...

cos I'M ALWAYS LIVING IN MOI DREAM...

love in moi life is just nth or kind of thing that i've yet to find...

sometime human dun even noe wat him/her self is doin...

cos most are still living in their dream and yet to awake...

as for mi, i'm also the same that always in moi dream...

but after so many things happen...

i have awake and i have forgotten the past...

now i'm fighting for moi future...

future for mi is like a space, it's like falling into an never-ending hole...

which i'll not noe wat happen next...

so wat i can do is just to wish and pray.....

"really hope to be wif you"

2007-03-22T03:09:00.000+08:00

lol.... dinner at THAILAND....

haissssssssssss

life is so boring...

been here for a few days liao... tot can really enjoy moi life and dun think of so many thing, but who noes life just dun get any better...

i start to miss u... i start to wonder how u are....

but after seeing ur blog... u and him are getting back soon...

maybe i just too stupid... always make a wrong move and doing thing(s) that are wrong....

but watever it is... i will only hope for the best for u....

i didnt noe thailand is so big till i'm here for holiday.... i had move from one area to another... and seen alot of cute funny and diff thing... i really shop till DROP liao... hahaha...

if anyone wanna come thailand... i dun mind be ur tour guide... lol.... just need to pay for moi hotel and food can liao.... hehehehehehe

ermmmm think i might rest for a mth or two... then can start looking for a better job...

" life is full of tears and saddness.... always let fate betray... so u must fight for ur own future..."

2007-03-16T03:52:00.001+08:00

i feel much more better liao... i have told u that "I love u"...
dun hope much... just hope a simple dating...
maybe it is too sudden and it is hard to believe... i noe wat i am doin and i can say it is not a crash... i really LOVE u and it in moi heart and mind for sometime liao... just i dun have the guts to let u noe nor tell u.... alot of friend had been telling mi that "if u like that person, u must let him noe..."
i try to forget cos i really dun wish to lose a friend also... but i am not asking anything, just to be fair to u... so i decided to let u noe...

2007-03-07T10:46:00.000+08:00

today i then found out that song really can make a person feel like FARK.....
last night went out wif a few str8 friend and drink till 3am... so we went for abit of supper and out of sudden one of moi friend asked
friend: "ermm yar hor... where is ur bao bei ar?? didnt see him for long time hor?? and didnt see u tok abt him anymore..."
me: "oh... seldom meet him up liao"
friend: "weird"
and so i try to tok abt other thing....
soon after our supper moi friend send mi home... and when i reach home, i been listen to HEN XIANG SHOU this song till now... keep repeating and repeating........ i really cant get into slp... been trying so hard to slp... Y CANT I??? haissss...
b4 i meet up wif that grp of moi str8 friend... i meet kimo and xtz at city hall.... so we have dinner at MS and went walk walk for a while... soon after that went to TCC for moi coffee...
"it's is hard to forget someone... althou it is easy to say I CAN FORGET.. but when u are goin to do so.. it is so hard.."
just hope i can just bring moi self forward and carry on... life may be sux but it is still not the end..
oh... b4 i forget... i just get a new dvd at HMV... title is STEP UP.... NICE SHOW!!!!!!!! 5 THUMP up..... lol.....

2007-03-03T01:56:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey...
it chinese new year...
these few days is thinking of thing that i dun even noe...
mean i am so confuse and dunnoe wat to do and how to go on....
first time i face such problem and so i dunnoe how to solve it....
life is really so funny.. always come out wif things u wont noe and make u lost in the middle of nowhere...
i dunnoe izzit a so called TEST... that god wanted u to take... lol.... cos i really lost this time and it made mi do things that never had done b4... i also wish to have an answer and conclusion on this thing... i noe that no one will able to help nor anyone will able to tell mi...
haissssss
hope i can reallly find an answer for moi self... asap... cos i am trap...

2007-02-23T04:20:00.000+08:00

since a long time didnt blog liao...
haissss.....
days not doin well for mi.. alot of thing happen and really dunnoe how to crop...
moi grandfather admit into hospital again... and moi whole family is like ALL WENT SICK at the same time... haisssss...
and now back to work after a long long break... found out that HUMAN cannot rest for too long... cos will become very "lan"... lol....
and after a long long thinking i found out that i really need someone to care... and i have yet to found that person... sound so despo... but bo bian,.... i'm single for so long that i cant remember moi last kiss... LOL.....
CNY has come and this year ang bao shrink... hehehehe... cos i start work on the 3rd day of CNY... so sian lo... hehehe didnt really enjoy moi CNY.....
oh... btw i will like to thanks those that went KTV wif mi and clubbing... thx for accompany mi for so many days and nights.... hope to see u all soon... hehehe....
i think i really need to save up liao... for the past few mths i have spend alot.. money really damn hard to earn lo... sian... y in our life we need money, love and friend?? lol... who noes the answer??
"god, pls help mi and all moi friend wif everything and show them the path and bless them wif ur mighty power.... amen"

2007-01-31T12:36:00.000+08:00

wat a day... just reach home nia from work lo... so sian...
just reach home not more than 2 min... problem come again... i already very stress abt moi job thing liao... back home still wanna face problem again....
which is found moi grandfather siting on the floor... he FALL again... haisss.. luckly is nth happen... just a few mth ago he fall and brk his hips.... so worry lo... he is almost 90yo and cant take care of himself.. and moi father which is the only one that taking care of him have eyesight problem... and when i see moi grandfather wound is like dry liao lo... mean he has fall for more than 2 hr... and no one saw it... wat if i come back 5:30 pm... mean he is goin to sit at there for the day???? and all moi aunt or uncle dun wanna care abt him... just leave moi ah gong here.. i already give moi room up liao.. and that's wat i can do. i wanted to hired a maid.. but due to moi house is so small... we got no spare room or place for the maid... how can i solve this problem???
i already facing so many problem liao... yet problem dun seem to stop but keep coming lo....
i try moi best to hid all moi feeling and always try to put a smile on moi face.. but one day i sure cant take it de lo...
sometime i wanna share wif ppl abt moi problem... but no one is always there for mi...
I AM REALLY LOST THIS TIME!!!!
i had been praying so hard hope to have a better life as in less problem and smooth in all thing... y is moi prayer not answer???
haisssssssssssss

2007-01-28T07:40:00.000+08:00

This year is a so called good year for mi... I learn alot of things. i see new ppl and i found out alot of thing also... which make mi kinda sad cos this circle is really scarly and fake.. where ppl will put word which is not true into ur mouth or say thing which is not true...
For the past few days alot of things happen... I choose to let go something, moi job/company is facing problem, i had feeling for someone and so on....
and i realise that life is always a game that wif no "game over", "completed" or "KO"
Always there will be new stage or char. coming into ur world...
where we need to face them wif " dunnoe wat will happen later "
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so wat happen this few days;
i choose to forget him and carry on wif moi life.. i wanna walk out of his life... it is sad and hard to do so... but i keep telling myself that "I MUST DO SO", cos i already waste most of moi time on him and see alot of thing happen in him... waited 9 mth for him.. and do so much for him... i think i had really done moi best... to some ppl it kinda stupid and "gong", but if u like that person so much, izzit right or wrong u wont even noe...
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i realise alot of ppl which is always putting a musk and being plastic... althou they dun really show out... but in this circle is always like that... and i used to "try" not to believe in myself..
for just only one night i seen alot of "thing" like how ppl "bitch", "blame" and back stab me. i am really disappointed... it always get hurt when u wanna be nice and trying to be nice... i seen alot of bitching abt ppl around mi... but i tot that wont happen to mi... but i am wrong... as in when u dun treat ppl thing that they ask for, they will say u are stingy... if u treat ppl too nice, they will take thing for granted... but dun think if u keep ur mouth shut and dun do anything, nothing will happen.... cos also will have ppl that are so "hard working" that will try to get u involve..
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i fall for someone which i had never tot... hope it's just a normal crash and will get over soon... cos he might be another "him" that walk past and leave foot step for mi to follow.... so i will like "guai guai" follow...
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i will like to say "they is only a few ppl in the circle which really can be friend and really need to OPEN my eye that BIG so i wont choose the wrong one...
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i also wanna thanks all those that help, accompany and listen to moi nagging this few days. ( u noe who u are and i shall not write name ) really a big thanks and hugs for u all..
btw... i really enjoy clubbing wif Darius, Nick and Kelly(althou i dun really noe u... but can see u are an nice person to mix wif).... so when u guys wanna "SIAO" again??? hehehehe but dun drink till ***** again (Darius, u noe wat i mean la)...
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that all for moi NAGGING!!! hope to have a surprise soon... so i can NAG again!! lol

2007-01-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

hey... been a long time since i have blog..
time really past very fast... now is already 2007....
been thru a better year, hope a good best new year for all moi friend and mi....
i had spend alot for 2006... i think i need to spend wisely... now only left wif a 50 dollar in moi bank... hehehe.... say liao also ps... wif such a high pay, yet can only left 50 in moi bank...
as for moi love life... moi heart is back to his side again... after so many date... i really think i cant forget him... moi love for him is still that strong, maybe is moi fate to be like that... just really hope one day he could just accept mi..
ermmm just read moi pal blog... kinda feel sad for him... hope he really can get better... pray hard to god... R/S is always like that... will be one side suffer and one side gain,.... there will never two sided thing... hope u will be fine soon....
hahaha...
i'm coming back singapore soon... dun dare to go around thailand, cos of the stupid bombin... lol....

2006-10-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

wow... today spend alot sia.. went shopping from 1 pm to 3pm.. spend around 500 sin dollar.. haissss... everything need money...

shiseido face wash and toning lotion = s$180
tony and guys hair product = s$100
C.K underwear = s$100/2pcs

haissss... cos pimple getting more and more.. so need to put in some money liao.. LOL

ermmm today is mi and dear 4 days liao.. fast sia.. lol... cant wait to meet him.. but i am stuck wif moi work load here... sian...

i think i goin to study again.. cos i wanna get a degree asap.. lol

2006-10-07T13:15:00.000+08:00

ok.. long time didnt blog liao.. so where should i start?? lol
last weekend was not boring in thailand.. cos 3 of moi friend come here for holiday.. and i was like tour guild to them.. bring them around in bangkok...
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i am back to MAPLE liao... hahahaha finally lvl 70 liao.. stop like for ermmm 7 mth?? lol
found a new maple buddy liao.. that is PANNPIG... hehe i dunnoe is i should call him "mr pig or ms pig" LOL..
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haissss this mth is goin to be an busy mth for mi.. cos i got lots to do.. and also happen alot of think i never thou of.. like having a new BOII BOII " desmond".. lol.. turn a str8 to AJ ?? lol..
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2006-09-23T07:41:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. blogging in the chalet... have some fun last night wif all moi friend.. and somemore got ppl jio mI drink.. HAHAHA.. in the end HE DRANK!!! lol.. (pls ask around WAT kind of drinker I am.. b4 u wanna jio mi DRINK!! )
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i also feel happy.. cos i can really put down liao... althou it is hard.. BUT I CAN.. hehehe
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haizzzz goin to slp liao la.. alot of ppl sia.. need to find pls slp sia.. KOAZ.... lol

2006-09-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

haizzz cant slp and dunnoe wat to do so maybe try bloging...
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a bad feelin i had again.. and that bad feeling was link to a pal of moi.. haizzz just hope he wont be sad anymore la.. just remember fate is the one that control ur life.. just be urself and everything will be fine..
i will not hate u nor avoid u.. as wat i had say.. u are moi BAO BEI forever... just i think i wont be there for u that much.. cos i goin to flood myself wif moi work.. hope he will really treat u good and also better than mi!! JUST WISH U AND HIM ALL THE BEST!!
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hahaha i think i really grow up liao... i keep see thing around mi that from good to bad, from bad to good... life is really a funny thing... dun really have to change urself to be in this world... just change the world till it suit u.. fate for mi is so.. just i think i just accept it.. no point fight for anything.. and no point let go of anything... just be as normal.. this is wat i had learn today... maybe i was just too perfect in most of the thing, that y i am imperfect is someways... but i cant blame all this.. cos NO ONE IS PERFECT!!
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althou i am sad.. but yet i am happy for him...
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btw CHALET WHO IS GOIN??? PLS LET MI NOE...

2006-09-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

just back from town... so bored today esp this few days thailand had been raining.. flooded everywhere..
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haizzz moi bao bei got problem again... GOD PLS DUN MAKE FUN OF HIM, HE'S UR CHILD.. PLS PROTECT HIM AND BLESS HIM WIF ALL YA MIGHTY POWER!! AMEN!!
hope moi bao bei can get better tml!! i really very worry.. y i choose to work overseas?? how i wish i can be in singapore take care and look after u!! but remenber " no matter wat happen i will always be there for you" haizzzz
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soon i will be back in singapore, program is set and make.. lol.. really miss YOU.. must meet mi hor!!
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that all liao la.. goin to take a nap.. hehehehe..

2006-09-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

wow.. it another SUNDAY again!! lol
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last night chat wif him in msn till 4 plus.. so worry abt all the problem he has now.. i really willing to take care of him.. but will he let mi do so?? will he accept mi?? i dun wat kind of person u ar.. in moi heart only got him and i will accept on WHO U ARE!! ilu, imu...
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hahaha this mth spend too much liao, ermmm a E/A watch, a laptop, some clothes, CHalet and alots... lol total spending is 6K LIAO... omg i think i really need to save up next mth... hehehehe
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anyway all is welcome to moi chalet !!! PLS LET MI NOE!! hehehe
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I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!
I WILL ALWAYE CARE ABT YOU!!
I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U WHEN U NEED ME!!!
I JUST TOO MISS U...
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2006-09-13T02:56:00.000+08:00

halo!!
LOL.. today stay at home for the whole evening!! guai sia!! lol
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thinking so long liao!! make up moi mind liao!! i will hope fate show mi the path and god give mi the mighty TO think AND noe wat to do!! lol
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just got moiself a new laptop.. and friend bring here for mi.. so WHO WANNA WEB CAM WIF MI?? lol
so sian lo.. been busy wif moi work this few days.. if i didnt contact u much PLS forgive mi.. cos i am kinda stress abt moi job.. alot of things to do.. to mi now 24hr is just like NOT enough sia.. HOW??
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anyway chalet is on the 22 to 23 for friends.. 24 for ppl i invited!! so dun come on the wrong date ar!! lol
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" life for mi everyday is missing u and thinking of u, how i wish that i can really take care of u forever.
For mi, u is moi everything but for u i dunnoe wat i am.. but i dun mind abt everything and no matter wat happen; just remember that I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR U..
As fate bring two of us to noe each other and be friend.. so i hope that fate will also bring mi close to u."
I LOVE YOU!
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goin to bed liao la
good nights guys and gals
take care and GOD blEss!!

2006-09-10T02:47:00.000+08:00

haizzzz
i been telling moi self that i will keep moi life on goin like the same.. but everyday i had fail to do so... i had been telling moi self he will accept mi one day... but everyday i had disappointment...
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could someone send mi a msg and tell mi wat should i do??
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today when to buy something and helping someone to find the ORH JIAO.. AND MAKE MI FEEL LIKE MOI SELF IS A STUPID.. lol
cos i walk from "weekend market to bang na" still cant find it!! lol "U SURE HERE GOT SELL"?
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wanna buy a laptop when this trip back home.. but dunnoe wat model to buy and brand to buy.. can someone tell mi.. as long as it is not more than 2800 can liao!! lol thx...

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" EVERYDAY is a new start for ppl to fresh up.. but everyday for mi is a new worry, care and understanding for him.. but moi love for him is still that same EVERYDAY "
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x I LOVE U EVERYDAY x

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GOD PLS ANSWER MOI PRAYER!!
AMEN

2006-09-08T07:32:00.000+08:00

just another day has past again... just b4 i go for moi meeting in XXXXX town.. i think just update something in moi blog.. hehehe
last night chat wif him, feel so happy cos didnt hear his voice for 2 days.. LOL.. ermmm think he is getting well wif his new date.. althou i am sad but i still wish his ALL THE BEST.. think dun need to say much to u cos i noe ur heart will tell u that " JEFF LOVE U ALOT"
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goin back singapore soon, so went for a short SHOPPING ytd.. and buy moiself a new E/Armani watch.. saw it at taka(singapore), and feel like "wow this is nice".. and ytd when shopping i saw IT so without thinking I pay FOR it... hehehe
been busy for this few days... so if i didnt chat wif u too much pls forgive mi.. cos just TOO buSY BUsy!!!
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" SOMETIME U WILL FEEL LIKE U ARE LONELY AND BORED;
AND SOMETIME U WILL FEEL LIKE NO ONE WAS BY YA SIDE;
BUT DO REMEMBER THERE IS ALWAYS A THING CALL "FRIEND".
JUST NO ONE IS PERFECT AND NO ONE IS TOO IMPERFECT,
COS GOD CREATE EVERYONE OF US DIFF BUT PERFECT IN SOMEWAY;
SO DUN WISH FOR THE BEST BUT HOPE FOR A BETTER PERSON IN OUR LIFE!"
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E.T.Z.W
I LOVE U
FOREVER AND EVER
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THAT ALL FOLK
good morning and have a nice day!!

2006-09-05T15:54:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha
i cry again last night!!
he got date again!!
and send mi sweet sms!!!
i knew it long ago!!!
i am mad liao!!!

2006-09-02T15:02:00.000+08:00

Hey!! long time didnt update liao sia..
been very busy for this few days cos it's mth end... need to rush moi mthly report.. hehehe
haiz..
who can take mi out of this sad world ??
i really miss alot of ppl sia.. ppl like "KIMOMO, NOEL, JEAN, LIPING, BRINA and ofcos MOI BAO BEI" oh and also SNOWBELL.. lol.. i guess u guys are still doin good ar!! lol
ermmm opening a chalet on the 22 sep 06, who wanna come pls let mi noe or let sam noes!! thx

that all man!! take care and miss ya all!!!

2006-08-14T03:33:00.000+08:00

lol.. i back singapore liao.. LOL.. first post in singapore..
hahaha program so pack lo.. pack till I DIDNT SLP FOR 72 HR...
meet noel and went out wif him everyday.. finally see him liao.. lol... he is really a joker and can do alot of funny thing where U JUST BUAY TAHAN!!
this darling of moi really pro sia.. can go chiong and stay AWAKE till the next day!! DUN NEED TO SLP DE SIA.. lol.. really enjoy goin out wif him.. hope he enjoy too..
sian lo... need to REPORT back to camp later.. and till now still cant SLP... i really can be god liao... DUN NEED TO SLP DE SIA!! lol
oh just now also got meet erviin for a supper at some kind of hotel.. hahaha.. when i say to meet him.. i think he is thinking "IS AH ZAI WANNA BEAT MI UP OR WAT IS HE UP TO.." LOL I'M NOT SUCH PERSON HOR!!! lol
friend are forever and ever...

2006-08-11T01:20:00.000+08:00

another day has past...
didnt do much today.. cos i didnt slp well last night.. so i spend most of the time taking nap...
just came back from chinatown.. had some sharkfin and feast at there.. do some shopping over there.. buy some pork floss for moi darling.. hope he will like it..
just abt to chat wif moi darling for a while only lo... SO SAD U NOE.. lol..
ZHEN DE BU XIN
soon i will back singapore..
SO DUN ASK MI WHEN I COMING BACK..lol
k la need to catch some slp liao...
I MISS U GUYS...lol

2006-08-09T17:54:00.000+08:00

wow... sian.. today is really very bored sia.. nth to do at all..
i wake up and wanna go to office, just before i leave home. moi office call mi and told mi MEETING CANCEL... lol
call noel and chat wif him for awhile.. soon after i call erviin for another short chat..
just wanna tell him "we are still friend, if u wanna meet just call mi.. cos i already put everything in the PAST.."
days are getting closer and closer liao... really feeling happy abt the meeting i goin to have wif NOEL.. soon ar.. lol.. fully plan on wat to do when this trip back to singapore..
btw SUGAR DADDY IS SOLD!! lol.. who bought thIs sugar daddy?? lol is for u all to guess... LOL...
OH.. MISS MOI SUGAR SON SIA... WAHAHAHAHAHA

2006-08-08T13:08:00.000+08:00

it is noon liao.. just wake up.. today i'm really very free.. till i goin to drop died.. LOL
last night chat wif jean and NOEL.. LOL keep hearing jean complain abt her bf and that DOG... hahaha.. i think she really can CRAP sia... noe her for abt 4 years liao... SHE IS THE MOST LAME THAT I HAD EVER SEEN!!! lol
wow.. so fast i had fully book for this trip back to singapore.. LOL ... moi appointment was book till the day i goin back to thailand.. haven found a place to stay yet.. hope to find one soon lo..
just another day has pass and really cant wait.. meet up wif NOEL soon... I'm SURE WE WILL ENJOY OURSELF LO!! when i back U will NOT feel BORED liao... hahahahahaha.. just u dun say i "fan" can liao.. LOL..
SOON I'LL BE BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!
SEE YOU GUYS SOON AR!!
WAHAHAHAHA

2006-08-07T17:58:00.000+08:00

BRAND NEW DAY!!! brand new WEEK!! and a BRAND NEW MI!!!
lol wow another week has past and today is another new week for mi!! lol.. i'll be back soon, so those that keep asking "WHEN U COMING BACK AR". PLS DUN ASK MI AGAIN COS I WILL ONLY REPLY AS "SOON"!! LOL
hahaha this fews day had been chatting on the phone wif some bitch.. lol esp that JEANSTER.. crapster cum LAMESTER... lol...
now moi life is work, eat, crap, joke and SHOPPING... wif no worry in mi!! lol..
hahahaha
really cant wait for friday lo.. meeting someone!! which never met b4 but crap alot on the phone.. U NOE WHO U ARE!! lol
sian this morning meeting was so boring.. i almost fall aslp.. LOL then moi boss go JEFF PLS KEEP UR SELF AWAKE!! lol i like "oh i'm very awake, just U TOO LO SO..." and the whole meeting room goes WTF ..
after the meeting i went home str8 and call moi PHONE khaki.. and crap wif NOEL.. and he keep WEI HE~~~ lol.. I THINK HE WANNA BE LIKE LIIPIING!! lol...
HAHAHA... i think i really put down liao.. lol thx everyone.. without u all i wont be able to forget so soon..
who i wanna thx is " moi gan di di WESLEY, moi phone khaki( NOEL ), jeanster, JY, moi MSN pal (destpal), brina and GOD" LOL..
ERMMM i think i shall stop here liao..
NAPPING TIME!! zzzzzZZZZzzzzz

2006-08-05T17:11:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. just back from town shopping.. sian.. boring SATurDAY!! lol
getting better from moi ill.. LOL .. i'm strong!! hehe.. been bother two person this two days.. keep asking them "THIS COLOUR OF JACKET MATCH WAT COLOUR T-SHIRT.. lol.. thx for ya idea ar.. LOL..."
putting the past behind and look for the future is wat i am doin now.. LOL.. A GREAT change OVER is wat i am goin to do.. LOL..
ytd night think of alot of thing.. tot of open a clothing stall at BUGIS.. but dunnoe if it really can earn money.. LOL.. hope to get some idea from friend..
btw I LOOKING FOR CONDO AROUND 1.2K PER MTH!!! who can help?? thx

2006-08-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

ohhhh wat a BRAND NEW DAY!!! lol

just finish moi report.. time to post something here.. b4 it ROT.. lol

today went town to look for jacket and jeans.. lol.. found A few.. but dunnoe which one to buy.. saw a 6000 bhat addidas jacket (abt 250 singapore dollar) but dunnoe if it is worth to buy a jacket so ex.. tml also goin town again to have a SHOPPING madness!! lol

ask 2 person abt how to match a brown jacket..

1st reply "oh brown jacket? ermmm wear a white T-shirt inside and a light blue jeans"

2nd reply "AIyo brown jacket ofcos match wif a white T-shirt la.. and a dark blue JEans... "

really dots lo.. both give diff kind of Wearing.. who should i follow??? lol he or she??

this few days really hard to past .. but I OVERCOME MOI SADDNESS LIAO!! hope he also can do so.. cos he is the one that ask mi and encourage mi to do so de lo... JIA YOU!! I NOE U CAN DE!! lol...

let all pray to put the past behind and look for the future.. WIF GOD ALMIGHTY POWER.. WE SURE CAN DO SO... AMEN!!

ermmm dun noe wat to crap liao... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz

pls HELP to tag SOMETHING...

2006-08-03T01:20:00.000+08:00

ermmm ANOTHER DAY HAS PAST.. lol.. and a brand new day has start..
tired lo early morning when to office for some stupid meeting toking abt some crap that got nth to do wif mi.. lol.. and in the middle of the meeting someone msg mi and i forget to switch to SILENT MODE( u noe who u ar ).. make the whole room ppl look at mi like i am kinda FREAK.. the meeting end at 4 plus.. and i went home for a short nap.. just wish to have a nice short dream in moi NAP..
sian tml got nth to do in office i think i will go town find shirt for JEAN AND HER BABY.. lol
and go look for new tattoo for moi back.. lol.. just put a small one on moi lag.. hehehe
ermmm thinking of wat to buy for friend.. alot of arse birthday in AUG.. which is this mth!! lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THOSE BORN IN AUG!!
hahaha goin to slp soon and waiit for the BRAND NEW DAY!!
END here LIAO la
bye bye =)

2006-07-31T12:50:00.000+08:00

wow another day has past.. i feel more better liao.. haha.. from today onward i goin to refresh moi self and look for the future.. hehe tired sia.. slp at 5am and wake up at 10am.. lol.. I NEED MORE SLP!!! HAHAHA.. but cant slp.. lol
haha.. sick should go see a doctor lo.. still wanna go to wat training sia.. IF U DUN GET ANY BETTER.. U BETTER GO SEE A DOC AR.. this is an order!! lol.. i pray hard "that u will get well soon and always stay healthy.. virus will not get near u.. lol.. i noe u are strong but strong man also will fall sick one day lo.. better take good care of yourself ar.. looking forward to meet u."
wow pay day today!! lol.. I'M BACK!! haha.. i have found moi soul.. had been a souless guy for almost 5 mth.. finally able to find it back.. thx EVERYONE!! esp YOU!! lol u let mi noe there is always someone better... hehe you noe who u are!! lol..
k la.. here i shall end moi GRANDPA story ar.. lol

2006-07-30T13:59:00.000+08:00

Once again i have lost the war of love.. all moi friend had been telling mi that wat i had done is more than enough.. but i dun listen to them.. cos i believe i can win his heart.. i put in most of moi time worry abt him, care abt him and yet in return i dun gain anything.. AM I REALLY THAT STUPID?? i really love him alot and i really wanna walk wif him till the end.. but i am wrong.. cos of him, i let lots of ppl down esp moi GAN DI DI.. i'm sry.. ( di i should listen to u but i too stubborn to accept wat you saying..) i have regret.. i have change alot cos of him and almost wanna quit moi job so i can stay in singapore to accompany him more and really take good care of him.. but all the while i'm only living in a dream.. I'VE WAKE UP FROM MOI DREAM WIF TEARS FROM MOI EYE.. but seriously i really wanna get an answer from him.. "WHAT U REALLY TREAT MI AS ALL THIS WHILE??"
u say that u have never take mi for granted but do u really learn to appreciate wat i have done for u??
u say u got eye to see who really care for u but do u really care abt the person?

ERVIN TEO ZHONG WEI, I REALLY LOVE U ALOT!! in moi life u are the only one that hurt mi so much and deep.. i really feel happy wif u at moi side.. but all this has put a FULL STOP..
memory will keep in moi heart forever and i will not be there for u anymore hope u will really take care of yourself.. wish u and that guy all the best!! god bless

2006-07-22T22:35:00.000+08:00

haisss... back to thailand for a fews days liao... miss moi bao bei alot lo... i dunnoe wat moi bao bei really think.. but i dun mind. i just wanna give moi bao bei the best.. just call him, but he didnt pick up.. maybe really busy,,, i feel like quitting moi job and go back singapore work.. cos i hope to spend more time wif him lo... wat should i do.. i have been trying very hard to make him accept mi.. aiya.. i dun mind if he will accept mi or not.. as long as he is happy, i will be happy also.. cos i also dun dare to think much lo.. just pray hard to god hope he will bless him wif his mighty power.. I LOVE U ALWAYS, BAO BEI!! no one will take over ur place in moi heart forever.. i'm willing to stay single till the day u accept mi..

2006-06-16T12:00:00.000+08:00

after a long hoilday back singapore, it's working time again!! lol!!
just went to see a penthouse at bangkok city, wow three step to swimming pool!! lol goin to move to there at the end of the mth....
just come back thailand for 4 days yet MISS him SO MUCH!!
maybe wat moi di di say is correct lo.. if he really will be wif mi i dun need to spend a single cent he will also accpet mi lo or maybe i really spend too much liao.. i think i should start thinking lo
but he is the type i looking for and i really like him!! koaz
AM I DOIN THE RIGHT THING???
AM I HAPPY DOING ALL THIS???
PLS I NEED AN ANSWER!!

2006-06-02T04:07:00.000+08:00

monoguy he is lost and his soul is gone!!
u make mi fell into u
u make mi dream abt u
u make mi happy wif u
u make mi lost
u make mi sad
u make mi angry
u make mi go to heaven
u make mi go to hell
u make mi forget
u make mi disppointed
u make mi forgive
u make mi love
u make mi believe
u make mi everything
BUT watever u make also GONE
i do really like u, cos of u i dun mind tell ppl i'm an aj
cos of u i quarrel wif moi di di and moi bro
cos of u i willing to give everything i have gain
cos of u i work hard to give watever u need and want
cos of u i put all moi trust in love
cos of u i put all moi believe in love
cos of u i put down moi pride
cos of u I CRY
cos of u and u are moi everything
I PLACE MOI SOUL WIF U!! AND U TOOK IT AWAY!! AND I'M LOST !!
do u noe wat is ya place in moi heart?
u are the heart beat, vain, blood and muscle!!
when u gone ALL HAS STOP!!!

2006-05-21T04:41:00.000+08:00

woot... JUST came back from RCA @ rama IX... lol damn fun sia... but i went there is cos i scare i fall aslp, but i cant slp... having a worry heart.. cos i scare he got problem cos he also go chiong... and now chatting wif moi er zi.. haha ask him to add mi in his BLOG lol ... must go see his blog.. k la..
STILL WAITING FOR HIM TO give mi a miss call!!
SAD!!

2006-05-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

wow... another week has past since i'm back in thailand!! just when to Siam Paragon ytd... it really damn big and i saw this Puma shoe there, it's so nice that i really feel like goin to buy but it too ex as S$800 is alot. have MAC for the feww days meal.. lol... need to watch moi diet liao!! hahaha still learning thai.. but still in "half a bucket of shit" mode.. job here still run smooth.. and really miss time in singapore but enjoy time in thailand also!! call him everyday become moi daily thing liao.. lol.. hope really that one day moi prayer will be answer!! ppl been asking "y u like him so much" and for moi answer is "THERE IS NO REASON FOR LOVING SOMEONE" So wat i can say is "I DUN NOE".. (pls dun ask mi again) hahahaha!!
miss him everyday, just cant wait for the day back to singapore to meet him...
i noe u only wanna be as friend and i'll RESPECT you... chew goin out liao... on the way to chinatown in bangkok!!! SHOPPING TIME... later still need to go back office.. k la.. stop here liao..

2006-04-20T05:07:00.001+08:00

ermmm long time didnt blog liao!! dunnoe wat to blog... been staying at thialand for 2 week liao.. chew days pass by very fast and money also spend very fast... miss alot of thing(etc; singapore food, tv show, orchard, moi hi-fi system and HIM).. coming back singapore every 3 to 4 week, but only stay for a fews days i got to leave for thailand liao... *sob sob*
ermmm walking around thailand for the 2 week and learn alot of thing and see alot of thing which cant see when come here for holiday... gone to alot kind of pub, club, disco massage center, temple, place and even tiesto world tour in thailand!! lol... really like being here and tot after coming here can forget that "someone", but i FAIL... make mi miss that "someone" more..
after coming here i found out life is really cant carry on without someone that can be wif u... cos u will feel lonely, moody...

ermmm btw SONGKRAN(THAILAND NEW YEAR) IS SIOKAND FUN!!!

2006-04-20T05:07:00.000+08:00

2005-12-18T08:13:00.000+08:00

woot!!! now working in UPS liao... waiting for the job to be started since 2mth?
long time didnt blog liao sia.. dun even noe wat to blog ...

WAT IS LOVE IF IT CAN'T BE LOVED?

pls can someone give mi an answer for the above?

2005-10-21T05:03:00.000+08:00

sian...
still in sick mode!!! kjhfsdjfsd;flsdjlfksdjfkl;sdjfsdkl;hfsdkl;fjhsd
got shock in the noon when recieve a sms!!!
been asking wat goes wrong???
still the same, y? cos CANT SLP EVEN TAKE 4 SLPING PILL LIAO!!!
still missing XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
still out of job!!!!
still waiting for god grace!!!!

hehehehehe

2005-10-19T01:19:00.000+08:00

sian sick again... really sick... ver sick... having a ver bad bad flu... i think must be tat mary.... pass the germ to mi ,,, hehehehe...
looking for new job again... should i go for the 2nd interview for the UPs de job? cos they call mi today...
so long didnt blog sia...
hahah last niight i ton wif moi dar dar, ym, bh, potato, bc, ch and pig at tampines MRT station
like from 0030hrs to 0430 hrs.... then we like 7 ppl cramp in a small place... like WTH lo... untill now i still dunnoe y we can stay there for 4 hours??????

ermmm tat all folks... heheh

ps: "God, Pls help mi to get rip of this sickness and let mi get well soon...
oh yar..
god, i pray for mary also cos she also sick and not in good mood... pls bring her out of darkness and show her the right path...
prayer for nic... he is also sick(wat is wrong sia, look like all the ppl i noe is sick),,,, oh god i pray tat he also can get well soon and bless him...
prayer for moi dar dar... God, i pray that u will forgive him as he is teach in a wrong way and being show to the wrong path... u noe he is a child of urs... PLS God, bring him to u and teach him wat is correct by showing him wat the right path wif your mighty power!!!..."
in the name of jesus
Amen!!!

2005-10-07T02:51:00.000+08:00

haha
cant slp sia... trying to slp... but dunnoe y CANT get to slp... ermmm ... suddenly found tat one day pass very fast... now then noe time dun wait for ppl!!!
kk dunnoe wat to right liao... so i end here hehehe

2005-09-25T15:12:00.000+08:00

sian... it a sunday.. but i damn moody !!! arrrrr !!! alot of thing to do... first need to find new job and dunnoe wat to do.. arrr better dun think so much, on monday just go for the interview then say la...
wah been busy wif moi maplestory tat why so long never blog liao.. hehehe...
on last friday went to junheng b'day.. and hahaha on tat night got thing happen.. btw junheng i'll remember tat u use beehoon and throw it on moi face!!! wahahaha

"izzit a crush or wat sia"

2005-08-30T18:49:00.000+08:00

wah... very didnt blog liao sia... sian all cos of moi work... make mi sooooo tired... and feel so bad tat didnt meet clar, ym, pig and lots more... sorry ar guys!!! hardly work at tat new company for a mth liao( cos it's damn xiong) ... i finally thou of alot of thing in this mth... and had been asking moiself "WHO AM I"???? i really tired of the life i having now and i wanna CHANGE!!! so from 1 of sep... u will see a new ME!!!
ermmm tat all for today liao... got to go play moi maple liao...
wahahahahaha!!!!

2005-08-10T17:52:00.000+08:00

yo...
long time didng blog liao... haha been busy playing maplestory!!!
haha
i'm off today and spend one whole noon playing maple.. how to get to lvl 30 or more this week
ermmm long time didnt write liao... also dunnoe wat to write
hehe....

2005-08-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

didnt post for the past few days liao...
tml i goin to the new company to work liao...
ytd is ym and eve birthday!!! here i wish them a happy belated birthday!!!!
now moi life is just only playing MAPLESTORY!! hehe just started to play still a noob... but dun siao siao hor... i lvl 20 liao... wahaha!!!
ermmm also dunnoe wat to write... maybe i'll stop here liao!!! bb

2005-07-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

sian... now toking in msn wif gch... told him tat i will stop all moi joke...
today i pon moi work "again", cos last night went out wif friend till very late.... just now in the evening when meet jh and gang for soccer and also DOTA!!! haha
gx: i will only take out ya photo unless u update ya BLOG!!!

2005-07-26T23:56:00.000+08:00

gx as wat i say liao lo... U BETTER UPDATE YA BLOG!!! if not i will post ur this cute and funny photo!!!

2005-07-26T03:11:00.000+08:00

time to slp liao lo.. but just before go to bed got the "feel" to update moi blog... wahaha

ermmm today i didnt went to work again.. cos got headache...

wahaha...

so wake up at around 4 and sms moi dar dar for some dota.. and who noes he already there liao... so i went inter to meet him and pig.. haha.. so have a game wif computer ... after tat pass pig cigg and i make fun of her but she got angry!!! wahaha...

and at around 7 i went bedok wif bc to meet jh and gang for street soccer... hahah but who noes sia.. out of a sudden it rain!! koaz so we went to bedok inter for dota .. and our group WIN again!!!

haha..

oh moi bed is calling mi liao lo... gtg..

night folks !!!

2005-07-25T00:24:00.000+08:00

not in good mood today...

all cos of tat GCH cos he take aways moi dar dar!!!

sian spend the whole day at home and just only go out in the evening!!

i have a game of dota wif jh and gang... and our team WIN!!! wahaha!!!

i think tat wat i wanna write tonight

2005-07-24T04:15:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!! it sunday!!! ermmm still haven't plan where to go yet.. haha...
SAT (23/07/05)
2000hrs
meet vic .. and we went malaysia for SHOPPING... haha and back to singapore at around 2200... so i went back home slack...
2300hrs
meet vic again and we went to m.s meet DM to play game... and we left there at around 0300hrs .. so i go tampines inter 7-11 to meet clar, bc, bh, gx, ym, ben, ch, sx, vince and potato for some chatting... wahaha...

2005-07-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

just another simply and normal day has past...
just came back from work and at first tot of meeting ym them but tml got to wake up early cos i work morning shift... wahaha...
damn sian... cos everyday got diff problem and it just come like "no need money"... wtf.. haha and this is wat i call "LIFE" ... today when i went to see moi dar(clar) blog"wahaha" ... i got a shock, a real BIG one!!! cos got a bitch write something in her blog abt CH ... it like WTF!! i dunnoe wat is wrong wif tat bitch or maybe the wrong is wif CH... but for wat GOD say : " thou shall forgive and forget wat thy enemy has done(s) in you" (koaz... since when i believe in god?)
so ch... u should noe wat to do hor?.... wahaha...

2005-07-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

JUST came home from 85 LoL... and now is damn tired...
today i didn't went to work cos i need to go CMPB wif ah huat to do the deed for his "sign on".. and later at night went bedok inter meet clar and gang for dota... but by the time i reach they already started liao.. so i also no mood to play liao( can ya all next time WAIT for mi or told mi early? )...
and dunnoe wat's wrong wif CH today... he like's very "diam"... ( hey friend izzit all bcos of HER? ai ya watever also need to time to prove everything.. just try ya very best lo... i noe u can win her heart!!! )...
ermmm tat's all folks...

2005-07-21T04:48:00.000+08:00

just another day has pass liao... just finish chatting wif pig and clar, and in the tok i untill now still dun noe wat they toking abt!!! hehe... work today is ok and settle everything liao (i need to pay moi company total of 22 workday pay).. it like WTF?... and all this is becos of early resign
PIG
u really goin to US? if really wat i can say is "MUST MISS MI HOR!!!"
GAY PARTNER?(clar)
wahaha... wat i wan to tell u is tat " BRO, LIFE IS LIKE TAT LA!! dun blame god or anyone nor anything... wat we can hope is to have a better tomorrow... cos dun get bother of thing where dun really need to think tat hard... let fate do the job!!! just remember tat no matter wat happen there are always FRIEND(S) which will walk wif u thru good and bad days!!!!"... :D

2005-07-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

ermmm... just reach home from work!! sian sia. damn bloody busy today.. but still able to chat wif moi "gay partner" on the phone.... wahaha... ermmm can see tat he still very "fann" abt his relationship... but wat i can say is ALL THE BEST !!!

Now chattin wif someone in the msn.. sooo hungry didnt have moi dinner to day sia... cos i miss the time and the canteen close when i reach there so BO PIAN!!!

tat all for today blog*** hehe got to go bath and cook some "maggi mee"...

2005-07-19T03:45:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. today pon moi work again... haha
cos i fall asleep AGAIN.. wake up at around 8 plus... den call a "few" peeps see if anyone goin out... koaz alll like damn guai lo.. so i went out for moi dinner and i hAd "mui fan" ,,, hahaha \\\\ after tat went back for moi DVD( buy some when i went to malaysia)...

/// I'm still wonder how is clar back ///
( cos i "bu xiao xin" hurt him ytd )
so really SORRY Bro!!!